June 28th, 2006
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||Aisha_chan||Hello minna-san! I'm Aisha-chan and you're currently on my blog entitled Seasons: Changing Feelings. I'm so sorry I know a little on html and css that's why the lay out is not so good. Gomenasai *bows her head*! Anyway, feel free to do anything you like around here. Read, comment, posts on tagboard, flame if you must! Feel free! And yeah, this is a sticky post so the new posts are below *glances downwards*.
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~Aisha Majutsu
Hear the angels singing: Ding Dong Dang-Naruto 2nd movie ending song
Feeling the message of: Furuba chapter 90
Gazing soul at: Kimi Wa Petto episode 4
Heart and spirit saying: relaxed
Posted by ||Aisha_chan|| at 05:01 PM as a stickied post |
July 10th, 2008
LRT Panic...
||Aisha_chan||I woke up early as always and left the house for work around 7:30. My mind was on one thing: rush hour. Meaning, I need to push myself on the crowding mob, walk miles ahead of many just to get a bus etc, etc. As I arrived at the LRT Bambang Station, I noticed that there are already many people waiting for the train.
Uh oh, was what on my mind. But I was surprised to see that the train has enough space for us. Needless to say, I didn't have to be pushed and I boarded the train safely.
The next station or the other ( I'm not so sure about it), we met a commotion. I was in the female area as usual when I heard the sound of the alarm signaling that the door is closing. However, there was a female voice saying, "sandali lang manong, naipit ung kamay ko!".
But the door keep on closing. After that, we all heard the sound of a terrifying cry, "Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!".
It was long and agonizing. I noticed that almost all of the passengers were wincing. Including me.
The door stopped on closing and the guards went directly to the woman.
"What happened?" , we were all asking. After all, me thinks that she's inside the train already.
"Wag mong hilahin. Wag mo munang pilitin", a guard said.
"Manong masakit e!", she replied.
"Isasara namin ung pintuan taz luluwag yan, tanggalin mo."
"Masakit e." she whimpered reluctantly but nodded anyways.
Then again, there was the alarm of the closing door. And a terrifying, very horrible scream, longer than the first that we couldn't help but close our eyes, wince and block our ears.
It sounds like the movie SAW. TT.TT
Buti na lang, natanggal. She was crying and trembling. Nakakaawa.
Natakot tuloy ako. Thank God, it wasn't me. *sighs*
~Aisha Majutsu
Feeling the message of: my banking system code. >.
Heart and spirit saying: shocked
Posted by ||Aisha_chan|| at 09:03 AM in Everyday life |
July 1st, 2008
Bored...
||Aisha_chan||Got this at hottie_ice's recent post.
Info [x] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes [ ] I have many scars [ ] I tan easily [ ] I wish my hair was a different color [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] I have/I've had braces. [ ] I wear glasses [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger – but i always end up thinking of them as crazy. hahaha.  [ ] I have more than 2 piercing. [ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [ ] I've sworn at my parents – I never did such a thing even if im so freakin mad at them. I just always end up crying... [x] I've run away from home – yes, yes, I did. My mom provoke me to do it. She was controlling my life, who I befriend with and I had enough. It is my freakin life! . hahahha. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house - never. but they always warn me about it. >.< i dont care. they never did anyway. [x] My biological parents are together [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old [x] I want to have kids someday – I really want to. But at the same time, I am afraid. For Pete's sake, I'm even afraid of pain and dying. hahaha. [ ] I've lost a child School/Work [ ] I'm in school [x] I have a job - and it makes me lose my mind. wahehe. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school – not at work, oh boy, I couldnt do that. But I've fallen asleep in school(many times) specially when it is math. (I hate math!)  [ ] I almost always do my homework- sometimes, but not always. I am not afraid of failing. I always get a high grade even if I don't do such things. (I'm gifted) Hahaha. [ ] I've missed a week or more of school [ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years [ ] I failed more than 1 class last year [ ] I've stolen something from my job [ ] I've been fired Embarrassment [ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation [ ] Disney movies still make me cry [x] I've peed from laughing – that was long ago!!! *blush* [ ] I've snorted while laughing [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.- not to mention, got a stomachache. [ ] I've glued my hand to something [ ] I've had my pants rip in public. Health [ ] I was born with a disease/impairment [ ] I've gotten stitches/staples. [ ] I've broken a bone [ ] I've had my tonsils removed. [ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend [x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [ ] I had a serious surgery. [ ] I've had chicken pox. [ ] I've had measles Traveling [ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [ ] I've been on a plane. [ ] I've been to Canada. [ ] I've been to Mexico. [ ] I've been to Niagara Falls. [ ] I've been to Japan [ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [ ] I've been to Europe [ ] I've been to Africa Experiences [ ] I've gotten lost in my city. [ ] I've seen a shooting star [ ] I've wished on a shooting star [ ] I've seen a meteor shower [ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas [ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator [ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [ ] I've been to a casino. [ ] I've been skydiving. [ ] I've gone skinny dipping. [x] I've played spin the bottle [ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [ ] I've crashed a car [ ] I've been Skiing. [x] I've been in a play – I hated it. >.< [ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. [ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [ ] I've seen the Northern lights. [x] I've sat on a roof top at night. - I enjoyed it very much.  [ ] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone - when I'm angry as a child. [x] I've ridden in a taxi. - I hate the smell of taxi and airconditioned bus. Ok, I just hate the smell of air freshener. They make me want to puke. [ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [ ] I've eaten sushi. [ ] I've been snowboarding. Relationships [ ] I'm single [x] I'm in a relationship [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [ ] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [ ] I've gotten divorced. [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back- yes and he was my first love at that. >.> [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. - I was too kind... or too much of a bitch? I dunno. I just couldn't seem to reject the guy... [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did – yes.. because I had to... I was a coward... [ ] I've kept something from a past relationship. Sexuality [x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex – yes, I had this stage of being a lesbian. I thought I was a boy! hahaha. [x] I've had a crush on a teacher – I had three crushes. 2 student teachers, one of them was my first dance(romantic, no?) and a real teacher who was so kind and cool and awesome that one of his students kissed him (it wasn't me, ok?!) [x] I am a cuddler. - I am a touchy person. I mean, I always want to be close to people who are important to me. [ ] I've been kissed in the rain. - I wanted to. but nadda. [ ] I've hugged a stranger. [ ] I have kissed a stranger Honesty/Crime [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. - yes. because I was afraid of him. >.< [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. - I hate myself for it. [ ] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am [x] I am keeping a secret from the world – I have too many secrets that I can be consider as mysterious. hahaha. [ ] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test - does asking your seat mate on a test considered cheating? [ ] I've run a red light. [ ] I've been suspended from school [ ] I've witnessed a crime. [x] I've been in a fist fight- too many times and always with a boy. I thought I was a boy back then. hahaha. [ ] I've been arrested. Drugs/Alcohol [x] I've consumed alcohol - I regret it when I puke out. urgh... [ ] I regularly drink. [ ] I've passed out from drinking – never pass out. [ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [ ] I've smoked weed [ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [ ] I've eaten shrooms. [ ] I've popped E. [ ] I've inhaled Nitrous. [ ] I've done hard drugs. [ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. - sometimes. im a little eccentric. [ ] I take anti-depressants. [ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic – no, I love food! [ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it [ ] I've hurt myself on purpose [x] I've woken up crying. - from nightmares... Death and Suicide [x] I'm afraid of dying- there are times that I am. sometimes I think of the way I 'd die and will imagine myself dying in a morbid way and I cant help it! But there are times, that I just want to die, and fast. [x] I hate funerals - because that means, I had to go and be with sad and depressed people and be depressed as well. [ ] I've seen someone dying. [ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide [ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [x] I've planned my own suicide. - yes... sometimes, when everything just depresses me. [ ] I've attempted suicide – the funny thing is, no matter how I plan... I never do...such things.. I'm afraid that I'd go to hell. ahahaha. [ ] I've written a eulogy for myself. Materialism [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. [ ] I own something from Hot Topic. [ ] I own something from Pac Sun. [ ] I collect comic books. [ ] I own something from The Gap [ ] I own something I got on e-bay. [ ] I own something from Abercrombie Random [x] I can sing well. [ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [x] I open up to others easily [x] I watch the news. [ ] I don't kill bugs [x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [ ] I curse regularly. [x] I sing in the shower. [x] I am a morning person. [ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [ ] I'm a snob about grammar. [ ] I am a sports fanatic. [x] I twirl my hair [ ] I have "x"s in my screen name. [ ] I love being neat. [ ] I love Spam [ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day [ ] I bake well. [x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue [ ] I've worn pajamas to school. [ ] I like Martha Stewart. [ ] I know how to shoot a gun [ ] I am in love with love - I hate love. >.< (kidding) [ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I laugh at my own jokes - some people tell me that the joke isnt what make them laugh but the way I laugh like there's no tomorrow. They find me cute(whoa! hahaha. I'm crazy, I know) [x] I eat fast food weekly- more like 5 days in a week. I never pack lunch so I have no choice. [x] I believe in ghosts [ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [x] I love white chocolate – I love chocolate. period. [ ] I bite my nails. [ ] I play video games [x] I'm good at remembering faces [x] I'm good at remembering names. [ ] I'm good at remembering dates.-I'm good at remembering anything except dates or anything that have something to do with numbers. [ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life [x] All of those are answered honestly
Did  this out of boredom... Time to go! Sore ja!
~Aisha Majutsu
Hear the angels singing: the sound of the keyboard
Heart and spirit saying: depressed
Posted by ||Aisha_chan|| at 06:28 PM in Everyday life |
June 26th, 2008
Pathetic...
||Aisha_chan||I tried so hard to start this day right...
I really did...
I woke up early in the morning, earlier than usual because I had to go to PUP for the alumni id. This sucks...
I did... I woke up early...
I woke up around 6:00, took a bath, dressed with clean uniform but I had to... I still had to...take care of Pei(the youngest sibling)... even though I was running late...
well..not really...
But think about this, If I want to go to school after office hours, I've to arrive at the office from 7:30-8:00.
I ended up leaving the house around 6:45. I had to wait another 15 minutes to board the LRT, and I had to crush my body at that just to fit with the mob. I arrived at the bus stop at around 7:15, and had to ride the ordinary because I certainly had no choice.
I arrived at the office first. The doors are locked and it took me a while to unlock it. The lock is so freakin complicated.
I went to my seat, alone. Then remember that I forgot to bring my receipt for the alumni id.
I can't do anything but to scream out loud just to say, "Darn it! You're so freakin pathetic!"
Not to mention overly stupid...
Yes... after I tried and tried... after I woke up early... after all my efforts... I'm still a goner...
Urgh....
~Aisha Majutsu
Feeling the message of: archie comics
Heart and spirit saying: frustrated
Posted by ||Aisha_chan|| at 08:07 AM in Everyday life |
June 17th, 2008
Jerk...
||Aisha_chan||Haha. Sorry for the title. It's just that I couldnt help but notice the growing population of jerks around. Take Emilton for example, the bastard.. >.<
And then just this morning, I had to fit myself again to the rushing hour. I board LRT1 and was silently thankful that there's this what they called the female area. My jaws slacked when I saw a man standing on the door smiling at me shyly. Duh? Perhaps, he was shy because truth be told, he's the only guy on that area. Then another man board the train which had gone unnoticed to the guards roaming around.
At Quirino station, thankfully, a guard noticed the two guys and shooed them away (haha, kidding). Well, more like, he said that guys are not allowed on that area. The first guy who shyly smiled at me followed and transfered to the male area. However, the other guy who was even wearing a formal attire pretended not to hear even if the guard was face-to-face with him. Duh?
Then, after exiting the train, I had to go miles away (kidding again. ) just to board a bus, as always. It sometimes annoy me how I walked kilometers away and still cant get a bus that's not full and how I ironically always walked into a wine cellar with the signboard: "Johny Walker: keep walking".
Believe me, I always do roll my eyes. Haha.
Going back to the story, I already board a bus but I was freakin standing as what often happen.
A man was on my back, his front facing me. Front-to rear, more like that. I was not comfortable with it, he was supposed to be facing the other side!
Then, I felt it. Damn, he was... was rubbing his damn front on me. At first, I thought, it was just because of the movement of the bus. But it was so freakin frequent that even if the bus stop for a while, I could still feel it. I could almost feel the movement of his thighs. I couldn't move. My face was scrunched and my fists badly wanted to punch his guts. I couldn't see his face. I was moving away subtly but he was following me. I could see the silver band on his finger and his striped long sleeves in the corner of my eyes.
Curse my uniform for being like this.
I couldn't move to push him away or something. Somehow, I knew that I would shame my self more if I did something. He could say that he was not doing anything, he could deny and it would only shame me more.
I decided to endure that "jerk-imposed" terrifying moment.
Finally, the bus arrived at Ayala Avenue, I immediately walk away from him, but I looked back just to see his face. My face was scrunched with annoyance and I saw him looking at me, smiling.
I could only curse in my mind.
Damn! DAMN! DAMN!
I wish he may die today. Haha. Kidding.
But honestly... I hate it... Despise it..
~Aisha Majutsu
Hear the angels singing: Harana-Parokya ni Edgar
Feeling the message of: VSS tutorial
Heart and spirit saying: angry
Posted by ||Aisha_chan|| at 09:32 AM in Everyday life |
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