sumakay siya ng fx, nagbayad sa driver at nilabas ang ipod.

pinindot ang play. tapos nagisip.

sabi ng isip nya.

sa haba ng nilakad mo, dahil lang sa napagod ka, susuko ka na agad?

sabi nya.

susuko? define mo naman yung suko.

sagot.

yun yung, ibabalik mo na lahat ng natutunan mo kasi hindi mo na talaga kaya. example, pag may plate ka, sa sobrang antok at pagod mo, pinipilit mo pa rin, pero, bigla ka nalang nagising nung umaga, di mo namalayan na nakatulog ka na pala.

ang pagsuko, hindi yun yung sa sobrang pagod at antok mo dahil sa plate, tumayo ka sa upuan mo, nilayuan mo yung drafting table, nagpunta ka sa higaan at saka ka natulog. hindi na yun pagsuko. kasi, nakayanan mo pang tumayo at magpunta ng higaan. actually, nakapagisip ka pa nun na gusto mo na matulog.

kaya di na pagsuko yun. choice na yun.

sabi nya ulit.

teka, so ang pagsuko, hanggang sa dulo nilabanan mo? pag di na kinaya, ibig sabihin, di na talaga kaya?

sagot ng isip.

wow! tumpak! naintindihan mo ako ngayon! alam mo kung anu ang 2 pinagkaiba ng choice at ng pagsuko?

sabi nya.

fire away, isip!

sagot nya.

eto. ang pagsuko, ginamit mo lahat ng kakayahan mo. kung sa dulo, di mo na talaga kaya, ibig sabihin, inabot mo na yung limit mo. at dahil hindi mo kinaya, ang palubag loob sayo dun, wala kang kelangang pagsisihan. bingay mo lahat diba? anu pang hahanapin mo dun?

at sa paagsuko mo dun, paggising mo ng umaga, malay mo, baka may maganda pang mangyari sayo. tutal, sumikat na yung araw, at panibagong araw ulit ang haharapin mo.

kung pinili mo ang choice, babalik-balikan mo yung panahon na pinili mo yung choice mo. kng nag-no ka, iisipin mo what if nag-yes ka. and vice versa.

kaya kung ako sayo, it'll be better if you give it your all lalo na if you have nothing to lose. mag-gain ka pa ng experience and all. malay mo, maglevel up ang undestanding powers mo.

sabi nya.

so talagang pinipilit mo na wag akong sumuko? alam mo, ang weirdo mo. ikaw ba talaga si isip? pero sabagay. lagi ka namang ganyan, lagi mong pinagpipilitan na marinig yung kabila. tae, kaso baliktad talaga kayo ngayon ni ano. ikaw yung nagtutulak, sya yung umaatras. weirdo nyo.

sagot nya.

ganun talaga. ayaw mo nun, lagi kang may choice. hahaha! so, nakapagdecide ka na ba?

sabi ko.

wahaha! sabaw ka ba??? andito na ako sa bahay, ngayon mo palang ako tinatanong nyan. eh nasa fx pa lang, nakapgdecide na ako! wahahahha! nagdecide na si ano kung anu ang gagawin nya. sabi nya, go go go daw! fight fight! just waiting for your approval!

sagot nya.

anak ka ng tipaklong. pinagisip mo pa ako! sana ginamit ko na lang tong powers na to pang thesis mo, kaysa pinag-brainstorm mo ako sa mga bagay bagay na napagdesisyunan mo na pala.

sabi ko.

syempre. gusto ko lang makita side mo. hahahahaha! salamat!

sagot nya.

matulog ka na!!!! wag mo na akong guluhin pa!

sabi ko.

magththesis pa ko. wahahhaha. kaya di ka rin pwede matulog. magttrabaho ka pa.

sagot nya.

oh damn. bahala ka. tutulugan na kita. zzzz....

pra mbwasan ang kakaisip, dpt di nawawalan ng gagawin.

open itunes/ipod

click the favorites folder

play the first song in the list

click shuffle on

and i'll be fine, you'll be fine, is this fine? im not fine, give me pieces, give me things to stay awake   -dance inside

Don't think too hard, if you think it hurts that bad, Don't talk about it, don't let it get you down   -last thing on your mind

these are the days that we will always remember, chasing the night to make our days better   -chasing the night

Im tripping on words, you got my head spinning, i dont know where to go from here   -you and me

trust me when i say that i'll be okay   -go on girl

Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze, It means no worries for the rest of your days, It's our problem-free philosophy   -hakuna matata

And you completely know the power that you have, The only one that makes me laugh   -hate that i love you

Everything I tried to remember to say, Just went out my head, So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand   -say goodbye

What can I say? I miss your eyes, Nothing more   -more than a love song

Dinggin ang di kayang sabihin ng puso kong malapit nang mangawit   -nangangawit

Barely even friends, Then somebody bends, Unexpectedly   -beauty and the beast

They judge, by the way we look, The cover's not quite like the book   -obvious

You're only the best I ever had, You don't want me back, You're just the best I ever had   -best i ever had

And you've got to find your balance, You've got to realize, You've got to try to find what's right before your eyes   -falling on

All she needs is recognition, Love's not enough when you say it, Don't you know you've gotta mean it, Screwin up the best thing ever, Is something you'll regret forever   -sleepless nights

If I could freeze our small amount of time together, Then we could make believe this world would never end   -for fiona

i know that i can find the fire in your eyes   -breath

Every time that I'm around her, I just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the ground   -tell her

'Cause you remind me of a time when we were so alive, Do you remember that? Do you remember that?   -franklin

What if I were everyone's last choice? What if I mixed in with the rest? What if I failed what I passed before? Then would You love me less?   -what if

safe to say from here, you're getting closer now, we're never sad, 'cause we are not allowed to be   -rain

So tell all the English boys you meet, about the American boy back in the states. The American boy you used to date. Who would do anything you say   -jude law and a semester abroad

Come and go now as you please, Your actions write the melodies, To those songs that we sing, And you just sing   -naive orleans

How much longer will it take to cure this, Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love   -accidentally in love

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday, And I feel that I must confess, Even though it kills me to have to say, I'll admit that I was impressed   -walk away

panu na lang ako kung wala ka   -sinta

i'm restless from the silence in the air, i want to be somewhere i can see the roads, a place where everytime you breathe a wish comes true   -the longest story

obviously, hindi ko mahanap yung saya sa paggawa ng thesis. at tinatamad na talaga ako. dagdag pa yung idol--este IDLE kong prof. hmm.. haha syempre, sinisi ko na sa kanya ang lahat kung bakit ako tinatamad pero malamang, tamad lang talaga ako at nawawalan na ako ng gana gumawa dahil nawawala na rin yung chance and yung hope dahil sa mga nangyayari. dagdag pa yung mga kalokohan at kasungitan na umaaligid dito sa bahay at yung kabaliwan ko na hindi ko maintindihan. haha. wala na. patay na si yay.

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pra sa mga taong walang magawa.

eto kanta na mkkpgexplain kay yay pag mag-isa sya at nag-eemo emo. haha!

The Longest Story
DAPHNE LOVES DERBY

Far past these roads there is a place
Where all of our precious dreams remain
Someday I know I'll find a way
To keep myself from holding on

Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I'm restless from the silence in the air

I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again

Inside this room, time will stand still
As long as I'm not aware of the changes
The world outside leave me behind by myself
It shows no mercy for those who hold on

Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I'm restless from the silence in the air

I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again

Far past these roads there is a place
Where all of our precious dreams remain
Someday I know I'll find a way to keep myself
From holding on to it

I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again

eto, hmm, di ko alam. most of the time, eto.. haha.. masaya sa loob loob.. kahit hindi halata sa labas.:D

Dance Inside
The ALL AMERICAN REJECTS

you dont have to move
you don't have to speak
lips for biting.

you're staring me down
a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking

now im twisting up
when i'm twisted with you
brush so lightly

and time trickles down
and i'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.

i'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

what makes the one to shake you down?
each touch belongs to each new sound
say now you want to shake me too
move down to me, slip into you

she sinks in my mind
as she sheds through her skin
touch like taste like fire

hands to know what
i no longer defend
hands to fuel desire

i'll be fine, you'll be fine
this moment seems so long
don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

what makes the one to shake you down?
each touch belongs to each new sound
say now you want to shake me too
move down to me, slip into you

and i'll be fine, you'll be fine
is this fine? im not fine
give me pieces
give me things to stay awake

what makes the one to shake you down?
each touch belongs to each new sound
say now you want to shake me too
move down to me, slip into you

what makes the one to shake you down?
each touch belongs to each new sound
say now you want to shake me too
move down to me, slip into you
move down to me, slip into you

OLD SCHOOL

Hedley

Don't believe everything happiness says
Nothing feels better than hiding these days
We bury our fears in the drinks, in these tears
For the days we believed we could fly

Call up your brothers and sisters and friends
We'll go back to the place where the night never ends
We'll remember the fires, the burning car tires
Boy how in the hell did we get here?

So why don't you meet me, down behind our old school
We'll waste away the weekend, with perfect regard for how
Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity
The apathy's surrounding me
Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away

Over and over and over again
We sat down for a minute, grew up into men
Now we're putting out fires and changing car tires
Man how in hell did we get here?

So why don't you meet me, down behind our old school
We'll waste away the weekend, with perfect regard for how
Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity
The apathy's surrounding me
Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away this time

And we'll never get back what we
Gave away, when we still have that fire in our eyes
Don't believe everything happiness says
Nothings as real as our old reckless ways
When we drink by the fires
The burning car tires
Bad girls and good liars
The dreams we'd conspire
The days we went crazy
The nights wild and hazy
Man how in the hell did we get here?

So why don't you meet me, down behind our old school
We'll waste away the weekend, with perfect regard for how
Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity
The apathy's surrounding me
Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away

Why don't you meet me, down behind our old school
We'll waste away the weekend, with perfect regard for how
Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity
The apathy's surrounding me
Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away