Inhale.........Exhale.....
Posted by deb at 02:41 PM on October 12, 2006.
again...it's been a long time...just got home...kinidnap ako ni mamu...we went to gateway...ang masaklap dun KINIDNAP nga! kaya ang suot ko, pambahay! at wala ng iaagnas pa yung suot ko! hahaha o.a. well my pambahay clothes are literal pambahay! yung hindi ka talaga lalabas na yun ang suot mo! maluwag, malaki...kumportable...
para ano? para sunduin sina carlo kasi wala silang magawa sa bahay...tulad ko....yun nga lang di talaga ako sasama kasi kailangan ko rin umuwi ng maaga...si deb? uuwi ng maaga? e kasi naman nag mall of asia kami kagabe after exam, 1am nako nako nakauwi...walang paalam...ngayon pang sinasakal nila ako ngayon feeling kasi nila baka magaya ako kay kuya....
anyway inuwi din nila ako pagkatapos ng 2 oras ng pag aantay sa parking area dahil nga ayokong lumabas ng sasakyan...and yes...bum ulit...
| | Pronunciation | | buhm |
| | Definition | 1. | (informal) a poor, homeless person or one who does not want to work; tramp. |
| | Synonyms | | tramp (3) , derelict (2) , hobo (1) |
| | Similar Words | | sponger , idler , beachcomber , loafer , panhandler {panhandle2 (vi)} , vagrant , drifter , mendicant , wino , beggar , vagabond , wastrel |
| | | |
| | Related Words | | crumb , wretch , drone , transient |
yep bum nanaman si deb spending time aimlessly...finals ko but im not in the mood to study yet...
i dunno if i'm supposed to be happy that we don't have classes today coz it's finals week and we don't have any test schedule for this day...i'm happy because after all these months i finally had the time to bum around again...coz ive been too busy doing school stuffs...and i really mean it...i think i look old and stressed out na nga because of school! too many sleepless nights mukha nakong zombie!
back to bumming around, since i don't have anything productive to do...here i am thinking again...that's what people do when they don't have anything to do(huh? gets mo na yun!)...thinking, pondering,wondering....wondering if i'm on the right track...God...im not really doing good in school...unsatisfied of the grades im recieving...i've been wasting my time studying and then i get this? (i call it wasting coz i i'd rather go out and explore the world than study! haha) it's like i'm gonna get the same grades rin naman if i skipped class then why did i go to school pa! man!
and what...i feel like im not myself rin lately...a lot of things are happening, telling me that its time to pull myself back together na talaga for real...someone messed up my life and it's been a long time that i left the peices scattered...i'm done...i'm tired...of the same old shitty feelings for you...wala naman nangyayari...mashado ka ng swerte para pagaksayahan ng panahon...this time mighty bond na gagamitin ko sa pagdikit dikit at sama sama ng peices....ilang beses ko ng sinabi na move on na, paste lang ata nagamit ko kaya ayan hanggang ngayon ikaw parin laman ng blog na to...tae
anyway...eto talaga ang epekto ng walang pasok at walang ginagawa...napapaisip mga tao...na papa blog...
well feel ko dami kong dinadala tuloy...naisip ko nanaman kasi lahat...pero sabi nga ni paul ti yu..oo si paul ti yu...kung gusto ko raw mabawasan nararamdaman ko ihinga ko...
LITERAL na IHINGA...malalim na INHALE...at mahabang pa EXHALE...
paghinga lang yan pero ang laki ng nabawas...thanks paul...kaya pag mabigat ang dinadala...ihinga mo lang...-pwedeng pang cough syrup commercial ah! sana mabasa nila at bayaran nila ako sa slogan na nagawa ko! hahahaha
INHALE.....EXHALE....
Currently listening to: my love-justin timberlake
Currently reading: wala bum
Currently watching: wala bum
Currently feeling: bum bum bum
Time to grow
Posted by deb at 08:55 AM on May 30, 2006.
Time To Grow Lyrics
by Lemar
Last night I tried but I couldn't sleep
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won't be gone too long/ No
[Chorus]
Where do I go
What do I do
I can't deny I still feel something
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same
You've broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You've gone, I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow
I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew I was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where i'm coming from
[Chorus]
Crying time is over
I know I can't control her feelings
If she won't return, then I guess I'll be a man
and move on
Time to grow / And move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than I did before [repeat]
Though you've gone / And I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow
Currently listening to: time
Far Away...
Posted by deb at 12:10 AM on May 16, 2006.
FAR AWAYThis time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Currently listening to: Far away
Currently reading: alchemist
Currently watching: aqua marine
Currently feeling: energetic
all mixed up and confused...
Posted by deb at 04:03 PM on May 11, 2006.
Hypothetically of course
Are there some things better left unsaid
Or would you rather know instead
Hypothetically of course
Are there some wars not worth fighting
Some tears not worth crying
Hypothetically of course
What if this happened to you
what would you want me to do...
Currently listening to: hypothetically
Currently reading: alchemist
Currently feeling: confused
Urbandubbing...
Posted by deb at 07:57 AM on May 3, 2006.
love their songs...from soul searching, i love first of summer na and Alert the armory...try listening to it while eating hershey's with almonds reminiscing! nothing beats!
First of Summer
Parked car
This night sky
Makes city lights shine like diamonds
our song plays on the radio.
We're living it up
Make this night ours
We own the world
I wish this lasts forever
Alone with you tonight
Further in you feels so right.
I'm giving it up and just a little more
This heartfelt leap I surrender
With arms raised tonight.
Drive me away
cuz the night just feels right
take me away with you tonight
anywhere with you.
Our song plays on...
Parked car, night sky
Alone with you tonight...
Alert the Armory
This struggle could be over now
this time, time has changed us
our silence is deafening.
Nothing can make this better
Our answers seldom come
There is death in words we say.
Sound the alarm
What we have built is gone
Our battle has just begun
Mayday! Mayday!
Bring the tears from out of your eyes
Just leave it up to me
Hearts of stone to bring out the cold
It cuts the warmth
It could've been easier
Now our bitter words revealed.
Nothing can make this better
Our answers seldom come
There is death in words we say
I'm so sick of you and love.
Currently listening to: Ms. new booty-bubba sparxx
Currently reading: 5 people you meet in heaven
Currently watching: silent hill
