kokoling

I knew I would come back here again.  It's been so long since I've used tabulas, but it feels comfortable here.  I guess I'm somewhat like a nomad.  I can't use one site for too long otherwise I'll get tired of it.  Perhaps it's becaues I like to run away too much when things get hard.  There are times when certain people and certain habits of mine suffocate me, and I can't take it.  So here I am, back on tabulas.  Chornicling my life..hehe..for myself, so that I don't forget the events that happen in my life cause I do tend to forget easily.  *sigh*

I deleted my facebook today.  I felt an odd connection with it.  There are so many people I know on there, but now I barely know them.  I think I want to start calling people and communicating like a real human from now on.  It's not good to rely on two sentence messages to salvage a relationship.  But anyhoo, I have to go to church now.  Must write later I guess.

Pouick

So there! After something like... 5 years of duty for the SACSR, I've been thanked. 

Do I feel angry? Not at all. Do I feel resentful? Not really (I somehow saw that coming). Do I feel sad? Maybe a little.

Resentful... In a way yes. I know for a fact 'he' tried to get rid of me a few months back. Did 'he' mentioned it to me? Nope. I had to hear about it from someone else. I can't say I'm totally deceived. You get to know people after a while and that was 'his' behavior who drove me to tell him he could replace me if he wanted.

So there. It is now done.

Sad... Yes, definitely. Sad I did not have the time nor the energy to get involved even more in the future of the Club. Sad 'he' would not let us get more involved in the history of the Club. Sad to know if 'he' keeps things going on that way, there will be no future to this Club.

Overall, I must say I feel relieved. It's another responsibility off my back and more time to do other more productive things of my own. It's knowing I will not have to put up with more crap and expasperation. It's another chapter of my life I can consider close and will not remind me of my stupid knee problems and my new limitations.

Am I going to miss it? Mybe just for the Royaume kick. Otherwise... Not really. I guess people change.

Case closed.

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