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December 17th, 2004

LOVE

Posted by duckyfeet at 07:54 PM on December 17, 2004.

Tout le monde:l
I <3 my vie, famille, chien, chocolat, amies, télé, fromage even mon frére...
Mon vie est un cadeau..


TRANSLATED:
I love my life, my family, my dog, chocolate, friends, TV, CHEESE :D and even my brother.
My life is a gift.

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Ok now the basics of today.
TGIF. I hated this week very much because I just WANTED Christmas to come. Now I'm dreading next week but holding on to that Christmas vacation and the year of 2005.
Everything I understand about life is a mystery because everything fascinates me. I think about things a lot and it's called metacognition.
I think about my friends and what they do for me, what I should do for them...
I think about my own conscience - I have major guilt :[
I think about why I shouldn't be afraid of things or be scared. Like a certain movie.
I think that the only thing I should be scared about is losing someone I love.
I try not to imagine the worst, but sometimes it helps because things aren't like that.
I'm often stressed out and confused inside when everyone things I know the answer when the question isn't there.
I guess and hope and dream and wish. I wish for happy money, not tainted money.
Why do I care about my grades in school? I want to make it out there and think the best way I can do that is through my schoolwork, and going to a spectacular college..I hope to go to any IV league school in the United States or a beautiful university in France.
I want to speak French because I want to test my ability to learn. My goal is to learn 5 languages by the time I'm 25....(Spanish,French,Italian,Chinese,Latin)
I think life is compelling and it hurts when someone kills themself.I wish I was there to help them realize suicide isn't the answer and what a waste..remember it can always get better.
My aspiration is to be happy. As long as I'm doing what I love to do, I'm happy.
Money makes me happy.
Many people misjudge me as someone who is annoying or mean - whatever. They don't know me. YOU don't know me. You could be my best friend and you still wouldn't know me. The only person that knows you is yourself so get it out of your head your best friend can read your damn mind. I put on an attitude so they have a reason to dislike me. It evens things out. I don't want everyone to like me so I have to do things so a few people don't. It's been working out pretty well :]

...Im getting tired of talking to ya about myself. Save this for another day.

got arrested

December 15th, 2004

im back ;)

Posted by duckyfeet at 09:13 PM on December 15, 2004.

Hay there :D Im back. Where have I been? School mostly. Plus I'm back here to reunite with my old journal. From LJ to Blurties even a Xanga, there is just something Tabulas offers that is amazing Remember, steal my crap and suffer my wrath k?! K.

Yeah I had a good today. I figured out I got the best grade in French class ;D Je suis intelligente! But I still feel funny because there is this girl name Autumn and she's extremely short but in 10th grade. I hate her :] She hates me. It's a good hatred. When I'm joking around with Alex she needs to put her fricking (TWO CENTS) in.
D: So frustrating that girl. I heard her talking about me to her friend and then she's like "I hate that girl, I'm going to beat her up." Hah, she's like a midget, I'd kick her ass!!! She's up to waist lmao.

got arrested

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