ironic that i ask this question when i am well aware of the answer-or should i say "the possible answers"-that is, simply because it's not meant to be or because things don't come easily..either way, it hurts...but what kind of pain am i willing to have, the pain of regret or the pain of commitment...each has its charms...and it is when i ask "why does it have to be a choice?" "why does it have to be complicated?" . and again, i answer my own questions: because that is not the way life works..

life has to be hard, life has to be complicated... it just has to be... so that we can sip the juices of its essence and drown in the bittersweet, sour, salty, spicy delight of its taste, a taste like no other...no one can sip from the cup of life without going up and down through heaven and hell prove himself worthy of the blissful taste...that's why it can't work just like that. hard, grueling labor and excruciating pain comes with the wondrous pleasures the world holds...and those who can handle what life can bring are those triumphant in the end, holding up their trophies and showing off their battle scars..

"why can't it just work?"

"because, you have to make it work..."

but there is a lot more to knowing it that knowing of it...

i only know of it.. 

 

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i suddenly got bored with these online things..i don't write/blog anymore, and when i get to, it's all about these lame things. i seldom blog hop or net surf, i can't stay on one site for more than 10 minutes. friendster does not interest me, the only reason i open my account there is so updates don't pile up on me...am i sick?naahh! i don't think so...and i'm supposed to be "inspired"(oooh!)...guess i'm too busy being inspired than actually using the inspiration... as much as i love inspiration and all that, i hope that i put it to good use while it's still here..and here's the part where i say "where do i shoot?"...

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wish i were sleep deprived, then i would have enough reason to sleep more...

i've been sleeping a lot lately,it's becoming an addiction,..

whew! i could die coz of this..haha!...i guess i have the right considering the demands of the trimestral schedule..i feel the burn...

man, ambilis lumipas ng oras, and still there is much, so much more left to do (at nagka-oras magblog..uo!ang galeng galeng!wehehe)...pero ang galeng talaga, all that and i managed to get fat, hahaha!wee,yey me! natupad ang pangarap ko..sana lang di masobrahan...

yun lang naman...

gusto ko lang magunwind ng unti..

kapagod eh, wehe.. 

*wink *wink!!mwah!hehe

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