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The year-end survey

What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
being happy with someone unexpctedly.

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I failed to keep all, but yep, its a brand new year and its a brand new chapter, might as well add a whole lot of resolutions for my growth.

Did anyone close to you give birth?
Robelle Baldoza, my friend from LS

Did anyone close to you die?
My aunt haydee

What countries did you visit?
none, although, i got to visit my relatives in davao last summer, got to enjoy galera and cabanatuan

What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
Faithfulness in my daily reflections with GOD

What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
a lot. there's the SEA Games experience, the PULP contributing stuffs, my internship for MTV Ink and PULP mag

OJ mindanao with CCC family. trekking and a whole lot of hiking to reach the matigsalug tribe in marilog, davao city.

whem my mom and bro left for davao.

 

going back to dorm style living

when i got to meet my dad again. aaahhh....

bonding w batchmates

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
loving and loving and loving..... GOD, family, friends and everyone.

What was your biggest failure?
Not being the person that someone wanted me to be.

Did you suffer illness or injury?
The occasional cold here and there.

What was the best thing you bought?
chippangga glam jackets.

Whose behavior merited celebration?
nina, my batchmate, being brave and all to face theconsequences of her choice. i salute her! ad I wish her the best in life esp. she'll be having a baby soon. love that gurl so much....

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
The president. -'nuff said...

Where did most of your money go?
I don't want to know.

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I don't really know. This year was full of unexpected things that got me excited. like, meeting mr wonderful.... il miss him

What song(s) will always remind you of 2005?
live OPM songs i get addicted to during gigs.... 
Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? -- I can't say, I just know I'm different every year
ii. thinner or fatter? -- Thinner
iii. richer or poorer? --not important.

What do you wish you'd done more?
Quiet, serious thinking.

What do you wish you'd done less of?
smoking, drinking like there's no tomorrow

How many one-night stands?
one.

What was your favorite TV program?
don't have time to watch. but its all good.

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I can't think of anyone I hate.

What was the best book you read?
Memoirs of a geisha by arthur golden maybe. wana check out  "11 Minutes" by Paolo Coehlo

What was your greatest musical discovery?
OPM bands, giniling, paramita and a whole lot of beautiful bands in town... yey!!
What did you want and get?
Confidence. Being published in the newspaper. being part of the 2005 SEA Games.

What was your favorite film of this year?
family stone with mr wonderful, la visa loca with liz, 40 year old virgin for the lol marathon

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 20, i got to buy a flip flops to add to my collectiones.... i partied with my Highschool barkada and, you know, drinking, singing (videoke), dancing and swimming til the wee hours of the morning. nice... nice...

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Nothing. All things happen for a reason.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Still the same flip-flops with everything. Everything from ukay duds to rock n' roll and pa-glam outfat... my friends call it the GANDhist look.

What kept you sane?
My friends, and writing.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
eryhka badu's ka-fasyonan. love it baby! you know, that boho thng.. but everyone's wearing that skirt and that top with that bandaus so i stopped and smile. and moved on.

What political issue stirred you the most?
GloriaGate. oh yes the gloriagate

Who did you miss?
My dad. my tita haydee

Who was the best new person you met?
jason, elane, chay, and elane's bro. diane (be)

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
1) The world is smaller than I ever thought it was, and bigger than I ever thought it was.
2) Kaya ko lahat.

What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself:
"you're beautiful insdie and out." "you're special" "I want to take good care of you"

And it's always touching to hear someone someone say sincerely: "I really enjoy talking to you", or "I'm glad I met you".

the most touching experience you've had this year?
when my mom and i had a fight before they leave for davao the following day. im sorry mom.

What did you like most about yourself this year? My bravery. I faced down alot of fears this year. My energy... oh yes... i gained a lot of bleesings because of that.

What did you hate most about yourself this year? My beign late for clases and not passing paperworks. aaargh.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo.... nakabanaty sayo... kasi mahal kita...." thankee bamboo. (i dnt knw why!) i guess that would be all the tracks in sugarfree's second baby!

Was 2005 a good year for you?
It was good for me in a sense that it taught me much.

What was your favorite moment of the year?
Lazy moments on my bed. galera vibe. cabanatuan's hospitality, davao's beauty

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
Fight with my mom.
Where were you when 2005 began?
Antipolo

Who were you with?
family and relatives, lovedones.

Where will you be when 2005 ends?
Antipolo, but this time without my family (mom, bro) ill be celebrating it w relatives and cousins
Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
relatives.

Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
To do things that I am afraid to do. To earn as many skills as possible. To know what I want to do with my life.

What was your favorite month of 2005?

april, may, june, july, last week of nov and december

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
You don't lose people because you don't own them.

Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yes, very much.

What was your favorite record from 2005?
God Bless The Child- Mishka Adams, sugarfree's dramachine, goin back to moonpools' lucky dumpling

How many concerts did you see in 2005?
Concert going was my life. yey!

Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?
yep.... bottles and bottles and pitchers of it.
do a lot of drugs in 2005?
got a galera weed vibe last summer....

you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Oo, naman.

How much money did you spend in 2005?
i dnt wna know.

What was your proudest moment of 2005?
SEA GAmes contributing stuff, internship,LS, yep LS

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
you don't wanna know....

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
would have spent more time w my aunt.

What are your plans for 2006?
work... work.. and still be happy.... that's whats impt

How are you different now that the year has ended?
I'm not afraid anymore. im bolder, wiser and matured alot na.

What are your wishes for the new year?
I hope to make music. I hope to  write many things. I hope to have plenty of exercise. learn about pottery and wanna try my hands on paghahabi in ilocos. to surf soon. to be a steward of GOD and to love more and more each day.

The year-end survey

What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
being happy with someone i wouldn't dreamt for

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I failed to keep al, but yep, its a brand new year and its a brand ew chapter, might as well add a whole lot of resolutions for my growth.

Did anyone close to you give birth?
Robele Baldoza, my friend from LS

Did anyone close to you die?
My aunt haydee

What countries did you visit?
none, although, i got to visit my relatives in davao last summer, got to enjoy galera and cabanatuan

What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
Faithfulness in my daily reflections with GOD

What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
a lot. there's the SEA Games experience, the PULP contributing stuffs, my internship for MTV Ink and PULP mag

OJ mindanao with CCC family. trekking and a whole lot of hiking to reach the matigsalug tribe in marilog, davao city.

whem my mom and bro left for davao.

 

going back to dorm style living

when i got to meet my dad again. aaahhh....

bonding w batchmates

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
loving and loving and loving..... GOD, family, friends and everyone.

What was your biggest failure?
Not being the person that someone wanted me to be.

Did you suffer illness or injury?
The occasional cold here and there.

What was the best thing you bought?
chippangga glam jackets.

Whose behavior merited celebration?
nina, my batchmate, being brave and all to face theconsequences of her choice. i salute her! ad I wish her the best in life esp. she'll be aving a baby soon. love that gurl so much....

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
The president. -'nuff said...

Where did most of your money go?
I don't want to know.

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I don't really know. This year was full of unexpected things that got me excited. like, meetign mr wonderful.... il miss him

What song(s) will always remind you of 2005?
live OPM songs i get addicted to during gigs.... 
Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? -- I can't say, I just know I'm differen every year
ii. thinner or fatter? -- Thinner
iii. richer or poorer? --not important.

What do you wish you'd done more?
Quiet, serious thinking.

What do you wish you'd done less of?
smoking, drinking like there's no tomorrow

How many one-night stands?
one.

What was your favorite TV program?
don't have time to watch. but its all good.

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I can't think of anyone I hate.

What was the best book you read?
Memoirs of a geisha by arthur golden maybe. wana check out  "11 Minutes" by Paolo Coehlo was pretty good, too. And "American Gods" by Neil Gaiman was kick ass.

What was your greatest musical discovery?
OPM bands, giniling, paramita and a whole lot of beautiful ands in town... yey!!
What did you want and get?
Confidence. Being published in the newspaper.being part of the 2005 SEA Games.

What was your favorite film of this year?
family stone with mr wonderful, lavisa loca with liz, 40 year old virgin for the lol marathon

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 20, i got to buy a flip flops to add to my collectiones.... i partied with my Highschool barkada an, you know, drinking, singing (viodeoke), dancing and swimming til the wee hours of the mornig. nice... nice...

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Nothing. All things happen for a reason.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Still the same flip-flops with everything. Everything from ukay duds to rock n' roll and fa-glam outfat... my friends call it the GANDhist look.

What kept you sane?
My friends, and writing.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
eryka badu's ka-fasyonan. love it baby! you know, that boho thng.. but everyone's wearing that skirt and that top with that bandaus so i stopped and smile. and moved on.

What political issue stirred you the most?
GloriaGate. oh yes the gloriagate

Who did you miss?
My dad. my tita haydeeaunt

Who was the best new person you met?
jason, elane, chay, and elane's bro. diane (be)

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
1) The world is smaller than I ever thought it was, and bigger than I ever thought it was.
2) Kaya ko lahat.

What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself:
"you're beautiful insdie and out." "you're special" "I want to take good care of you"

And it's always touching to hear someone someone say sincerely: "I really enjoy talking to you", or "I'm glad I met you".

the most touching experience you've had this year?
when my mom and i had a fight before they leave for davao the following day. im sorry mom.

What did you like most about yourself this year? My bravery. I faced down alot of fears this year. My energy... oh yes... i gained a lot of bleesings because of that.

What did you hate most about yourself this year? My beign late for clases and not passing paperworks. aaargh.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo.... nakabanaty sayo... kasi mahal kita...." thankee bamboo. (i dnt knw why!) i guess that would be sugarfree's dramachine

Was 2005 a good year for you?
It was good for me in a sense that it taught me much.

What was your favorite moment of the year?
Lazy moments on my bed. galera vibe. cabanatuan's hospitality, davao's beauty

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
Fight with my mom.
Where were you when 2005 began?
Antipolo

Who were you with?
family and relatives, lovedones.

Where will you be when 2005 ends?
Antipolo, but this time without my family (mom, bro) ill be celebrating it w relatives and cousins
Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
Family.

Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
To do things that I am afraid to do. To earn as many skills as possible. To know what I want to do with my life.

What was your favorite month of 2005?

april, may, june, july, last week of nov and december

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
You don't lose people because you don't own them.

Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yes, very much.

What was your favorite record from 2005?
God Bless The Child- Mishka Adams, sugarfree's dramachine, goin back to moonpools' lucky dumpling

How many concerts did you see in 2005?
Concert going was my life. yey!

Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?
yep.... bottles and bottles and pitchers of it.
do a lot of drugs in 2005?
got a galera weed vibe last summer....

you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Oo, naman.

How much money did you spend in 2005?
nope.

What was your proudest moment of 2005?
SEA GAmes contributing stuff, internship,LS, yep LS

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
you don't wanna know....

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
would have spent more time w my aunt.

What are your plans for 2006?
work... work.. and still be happy.... that's whats impt

How are you different now that the year has ended?
I'm not afraid anymore. im bolder, wiser and matured alot na.

What are your wishes for the new year?
I hope to make music. I hope to  write many things. I hope to have plenty of exercise. learn about pottery and wanna try my hands on paghahabi in ilocos. to surf soon. to be a steward of GOD and to love more and more each day.

i really can't start this thing right....

i badly need prayers....

backward entries all mized up, some of them oh so happy... others... better leave them close and untapped....

i feel different as i type down this entry

i feel empty now... kahit na ang dame dame kong ginagawa

wala na siya... wala na... pero puwede mo pa rin matawagan.

wala akong magawa sa sitwasyon.

COMMITMENT is really a BIG DEAL!!!

"i feel that NOW is ruined and i don't want NOW to devastate LATER."

now i'm back to ebe's longing vocals....

O, wag kang tumingin ng ganyan sa akin
'Wag mo akong kulitin, 'wag mo akong tanungin
Dahil katulad mo, ako rin ay nagbago
'Di na tayo tulad ng dati, kay bilis ng sandali

CHORUS
O, kay tagal din kitang minahal

Kung iisipin mo, 'di naman dati ganito
Teka muna, teka lang, kelan tayo nailang?
Kung iisipin mo, 'di naman dati ganito
Kay bilis kasi ng buhay, pati tayo natangay

[Repeat CHORUS]

Tinatawag kita, sinusuyo kita
'Di mo man marinig, 'di mo man madama

O, kay tagal din kitang mamahalin


sana nga may bukas...
i'll be praying for that day
for you to have TIME for me

see you later "beary important person"

balang araw masasagot ko rin lahat ng tanong
balang araw kakahunin ko rin lahat ng lungkot
ng ako'y 'di na muling mababalot ng lungot.

unti-unti ko ng kinakahon... matatpos din ito.

sana'y maisipang buksan ng masilayan ang mga bagay na minsan akong iniwan

magulo ang isip... 'di maisulat ang laht ng nais pero alam kong liliwanag din...
tamang panahon lang at taimtim na panalangin.

January 20, 2005--- another chapter... another journey

i feel blessed right now.

happy to have him.

thankful... he showed his real side, confessed the skeletons in his closet.

*****

oh yes... come march 12... norah jones will be performing at the araneta coliseum.

two people promised to be there... its still far from now... (just keep expectaations low)

******
Later, we'll enjoy the listening party... with amp bands and, kitchie and spongecola

piles of crumpled tissue popping on the side after every hour as i finish amelia earheart's bio

been gulping bottles of water to ease the dry throat in me... (cough!)

still in uniform... barefooted while munching some oatmeal cookies courtesy of my mom... (sinful!)

its hard to talk... teary-eyed corrs in the class...

had a conclusion in our lit class... sofeel travel tissue is a big no-no if you'll use it in your runny nose... not gentle... feels like my nose would like to be taken out of my face just to excuse itself from the rubbing of that sofeel tissue... wahaahah!!!

my nose don't have a choice at all... i bought the huge pack... wahaha... better switch to a nicer brand though.. kleenex would be okee then.

well then... in two minutes... pol dy reading will alarm... gots to go now...

corrs signing out...
still with an achey breaky nose... ehehe
kleenex up for grab in a little later
sinful cookie in the corner up for grab... NOW!!!
hmmmm.... Y-U-M!!!

take good care of thy health... ayt???

GBU!!

hey guys... i think this quiz is true!!

and it says...

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

better check this one out to find out

Indeed the phone in our dormitory became the so called "way" for me to be able to experience the most beautiful thing once more!!!

and this time everything is falling into places!!!
I so thank him for allowing our paths to cross again!!!

For two months or so... i have been stucke din the chords and longing vocals of ebeb dancel's masterpiece and i'm talking about "BURNOUT!!!"

i have been believing in the words stitched to this obra-maestra... ebe you are indeed right... "O, kay tagal din kitang mamahalin"
For I believe our paths will definitely cross.. and that magic will definitely happen!!!
So for all those people who have been hiding all the tears... yes, here's my blog for you to pour out your sentiments...
but wait... im not rebuilding DRA> LOVE here!! ayt??/ its just my way of listening to you guys on what kind of sroties you have inside... ayt????

enjoy ebe's burnout!!!!!!!! YEY!!!!

Burnout
by Sugarfree
O, wag kang tumingin ng ganyan sa akin
'Wag mo akong kulitin, 'wag mo akong tanungin
Dahil katulad mo, ako rin ay nagbago
'Di na tayo tulad ng dati, kay bilis ng sandali

CHORUS
O, kay tagal din kitang minahal

Kung iisipin mo, 'di naman dati ganito
Teka muna, teka lang, kelan tayo nailang?
Kung iisipin mo, 'di naman dati ganito
Kay bilis kasi ng buhay, pati tayo natangay

[Repeat CHORUS]

Tinatawag kita, sinusuyo kita
'Di mo man marinig, 'di mo man madama

O, kay tagal din kitang mamahalin

okee okee.. nung monday... sobrang nagmadali akong magpack ng things kasi nga magoovernight kame kina emperor... (tan) second time na naming paglalamayan ang thesis naming mahal.
ayun na nga at on the way.. nahilo nanaman ako sa biyahe... it must have bee the bumps and breaks of mamang fx driver that made me feel sick... SAD!!

so, sa pagmamadali ng mamang fx driver... kinaya nag isang oras at presto, nakina tan na kami.. kumain muna... nag set ng agenda for the night... at ayun na nga... ang di inaasahang pangyayyari... oh no!! nagloloko ang pc ni tan... kinailangan na naman namin ang tulong ng fwend niya na comp sci student.... eto ang malupit... naayos ang pc around 10 p.m.... so for the past 4 hours or so.... kami ay nagsususlat ng aming RRL.
so si jen, biba... gumawa ng part niya!!! (saludo ako kay jen!) nagawa nya agad yung part niya... apir mare!

ako at si rian ay ang pares na pasaway... wala pang nasisimulan... ehehe.

at eto na nga dahil sa kaboringan ng mga sandamukal na readings... bumangka na si corrs. at nagkwento ng nagkwento ng mga childhood memories ko... (kumapit kayo... eto po ay di basta basta... eheheh)

and unang storya ni corrs ay tungkol sa aking mahal na kundoktor ng service when i was still in gradeschool at CSR makati... isnag umaga ang mabait kong service driver ay maagang pumotpot... (sagwa ng term) sa tapat ng aming bahy... sa mga mambabasa fyi lang, ang klase ni corrs ay after lunch pa... kaya gulat na gulat ang aming land lady dahil nag sinusundo nila ako ng ganon kaaga.
syempre pa, tinawag ng ever bait naming land lady ang nanay ko... at pinagising ako dahil nga sabe nung kundoktor namen, e may pasok ako ayon sa nakapaskil na annoncement yesterday afternoon.
so ang aking ina ay nagpanic... inakyat si corrs at binihisan habang tlog.... si corrs ay tinahak ang taylo hanggang estrella ng walang kamalay malay. bumaba sa service na half asleep at awake... di malaman kung papano pagaganahin ang sarili dahil sa labis na kaantukan... eheheh.
dumating sa aming classroom, at nakita kongg nagulat si Ma'am rembon ng makita ako. dahil ang alam niya ay panghapon ako. ETO ANG CATCH!!! mali ang nabasa ng aming mahal na kundoktor... asus!!!! kaya ayun si corrs, low batt na low batt... kinain ang brownies and milk na pinabaon ng nanay niya... dahil sa wrong move, ako ay naging loner mula umaga til lunctime... walang imik kasi di ko sila kilalal lahat... kasi nga corrs belongs to the afternoon class of ma'am rembon. hahaha

<1> swerte mga ka chokaran kong mga isinilang nung year of the ox ngaung ka-manukan.... eheheh

<2> panganay ako... 1 utol.... kelala

<3> isang nilalang na ka-height si rizal... (at naway tumangkad pa)

<4> may alambre sa ngipin ( ap and daun) matagal na sana bago mag grad pic wala na... ehehe

<5> wavy ang buhok... uulitin ko.... wavy ang buhok, at hindi kinky o kulot... naintindihan??? eheheh

<6> bilugan ang mata.... at take note brown daw... sabi ng isang wrtie up ng aking blockmate... eheheh nung 2nd yr.

<7> madaldal... makwento.... madaldal... makwento... at sabi ulet ng aking block mate... sa testimonial nya... "pag andyan na si corrs parang may sitcom... "waheheh... (positive kaya yon)

<8> MOODY!!! MOODY!!!! lumayu=layo ka sakin pag malapait na akong dalawin ni red blooded (ya know) dahil ako ay weirdong kausap at mainitin ang ulo... hehe. pis tau! apir!!

<9> ang aking malupak na obssession... ay DAMIT!!!! ay todo.... take note... di brand conscious si fashioda... basta tsek kahit galing pa sa baul na lola mo... at binigay mo sa kin... tsek yon..... apir!

<10> mahal na mahal ni fashioda ang UKAY kingdom.... ahahah... kung kilalal niyo siya... lam nyo na sinasabi ko

<11> ako ay si taho... taho... taho... sana nakakatangkad na lang ang taho... higante na sana ako.

<12> malufet ang siomai... mahal ko rin yun.... lalo ang siomai ni manong... aba aklaain niyong 2 pesos isa... heheh sabi nung dorm8 ko gawa daw un sa pusa kaya ganon kamura... (e di patok ang siomai na meow meow flavor.. wahaha. tawa tayo... apir!

<13> mahal ko rin ang sugarfree... pero wait up.... d ako some lister or some groupie... music wise... ang lufet... pati lyrics... 'stig... kaya ung mga ayaw sa kanila... di niyo kasi nakikita yung nakita ko sa mga kanta nila.... nyeta ang labo ko na... basta ung sa wakas patok... syempre pa pati ung dramachine... and lufet ng kandila, prom, kwentuhan, kwarto, basta lahat!!!!

<14> sabi nila pwede akong maging guidance counselor sa mga ka siryosohan ko sa buhay buhay... why not???

<15> si fashioda ay mahal, minahal at mamahalin ang moonpools hanggang sat umanda ako... totoo yan... pag malungkot si fashioda... sila lagi kasama... tapos saya na ulet.... hyper na ulet... wednesday's my brisk-walking day... sila ang mga kasama ko... sweat it all ehehe apir!!

<16> si fashioda ay may maliit na paa, tenga, labi. kamay, pero medyo bilugan ang mata... aba... ang sagwa naman kung malaki paa ko tapos ang liit ko... kaya galing din ni FATHER GOD kasi proportion naman lahat!!! eheheh

*** times up... kilalanin si fashioda sa mga susunod na kabanata... bow!!!!