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Since I am still stressed out about my finals, i will be photoblogging first.

OH! Can I just share one amazing event: I won a Cellphone in Stacker! hahahaha GLORIOUS.

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Sorry but that was the first phrase i glanced at sitting doen to use the laptop. There are a lot of things going on and so many things to say, but i haven't been in the mood to blog lately.

My uncle Beng came from the states two weeks ago after finding out that my lola passed away. I haven't seen him in years! Make that 9 years. He's the best uncle ever. Tomorrow, I'll be bringing him to taft to check out  the Multimedia facilities in St. Benilde. He got very interested in it since he's an animator for Disney (Chicken Little, Iron Giant, Osmosis Jones).

So i asked Felipe's cousin who's taking up MMA (Multimedia Arts) to help my uncle get in and show him some of the works he did. When his professors found out that my uncle was coming over, they wanted to meet him! haha nice.. my uncle the "celeb".. nice. The very hassling part though is that I'd have to go to school at 10am (3 hours before my class begins),then i have to bring my uncle back home, then go back to school again. Or maybe i'll just stay at home, depends if i don't get too lazy going back and forth.

Anyway, that's it for now, i'll share my nostalgic moment some other time. ciao! 

Last night was kind of steady and pretty fun. But before that, can i just share that worship last night was so moving. I was about to cry. Yes. I loved it.

After LINKS, I went straight home to change, El picked me up with Jaloy and RJ, then we headed to the GREENEVO event in BMW, Libis. It was a pretty big space. I finally met Maita's guy, and they look darn good together. Ebs' brother and friends were there and we just danced the night away-and I DON'T dance in public, but i just had to. haha

El left early, so we decided to go to Behrouz, Wilson and EAT. i love Persian food. The guys were pretty shocked with the price of the rice- P50 haha it's friggin' good rice! Ebs brought me home after. i texted him before going to bed:

abi: Can I just share? You're the first person i've ever really 'danced' with? im so weird. haha

Ebs: Really? It's the first time that i danced with someone I like, nice. Thanks again, you're amazing you know. night!

When I opened the door to my car and started the engine i noticed something on the passenger seat: my favorite flowers with a note.

If you can't read it, i says, " I will take you seriously". Long story behind it. It definitely made me smile tonight. 

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The past week has been really stressful for all of us. From my grandma's wake to the bills in the hospital. The whole family's been having prayer every night for the forty days thing *some catholic tradition*, but it's all good because the family gets to bond and enjoy each other's company. I guess it makes it easier for my grandpa too because he won't get lonely. My uncle from the US is arriving tomorrow. The last time he visited was 9 years ago. Can't wait to see him.

So i wasn't able to go to prom, which sucks for me, went to alabang then tagaytay instead, arrived home at around 4:30am. *one of the most spontaneous thing I've ever done*.

i've Midterms are finally over so it's been pretty steady.

Like I said, I'm not a fan of change. The house is very quiet now that she's gone. The voice that I hear every morning will just be in my head now. The laugh and scream that i hear when she watches telenovelas will just remain a memory. I miss her dearly. I've lived with her since i was born, she's a big part of my life.

When the mass started my brother began crying, he's very emotional and close to her. When I saw her body, lifeless, i started to feel the intensity and the wave of emotions in my body. She's really gone. We said our last goodbyes, i touched her face, I couldn't stop crying.

Lola, you know we love you, and we enjoyed every day of our lives with you. We're sorry if we made you feel unwanted sometimes, sorry for the lack of efforts to make you happy. Thankyou for the love you gave to your children and to us your grandchildren, we couldn't ask for more. You will remain in our hearts forever. We Love you.  

The dinner got cancelled because he wanted me to have time to study. But he did drop by and gave me a long stemmed rose. -funny story behind this, ask me personally because it's difficult to write it here-

Today was quite steady. Nothing exciting happened except that i thought I'd go home without a car because the parking lot was closed and we had to knock and knock on the gate for the manong to answer it and eventually open the gate for us. Ebs and I ate at Sex (Sinangag Express), then met up with Kaycee and drank at Starbucks. Good times.

At present I have a man's voice. A very husky man's voice.Sucks. 

Feb14, I received chocolates from my lovely girl friends! i love them so much! I'm pretty tired today because I left Taft at around 1030pm-thus the constant knocking on the gate of the parking space.

We dont have real classes tomorrow, it's the last day of the University Week and some profs want us to enjoy it so they cancelled our classes for tomorrow.. fun! But i still might go to school to watch Heroes with my new friend Tracy and hang out with the lovely lasalistas.