jepay

Jepay

my baby,my life
the reason I strive harder and
try to be a better person...Love you so much Bunini!!!

Jepay

Two movies added on my list. I have quite a few fave on the catogeory of romantic films
I love suspense sci fi thrillers, action pack, comedy movies and the like.
But only few remained in my memory. For classic love stories, here are the list of
my fave movies:
Gone with the wind
Always
Chances Are
Love affair
Blue Lagoon
Ghost
Forever Young
Great expectations
Pearl Harbor
The Notebook

And addition to my list are Before Sunrise and Before Sunset. Waah I dunno why am
feeling romantic these days I dont even have a boyfriend to be cozy with...
But am happy alone though...

I guess when you're young, you just believe there'll be many people with whom you'll connect with.
Later in life, you realize it only happens a few time

Jepay

I watched an interesting movie with a sequel,tragic it may seem but I loved the movie
It starred Ethan Hawke and Julie Delpy. The story evolved around 2 strangers
who met in a train and eventually fell in love but due to the harsh whip of
destiny didnt end up together but it had an open ended ending. I'd like my ending
to be, that they'll get back together and be happy... Both of them have lived separate
lives but have not actually gotten over each other. The gurl complained that she was never in a
serious relationship and had in between failed relationship. The guy confessed that he
was married and had a kid but was living an unhappy life with his wife. Yeah right like most
married men do.I hope they'd get back together but there are so many obstacles now but
they'd be empty without each other. I  can somewhat relate to the gurl in the story, there are some
similarities with our feelings and experiences... It's sad that you've been loving someone so
long only to find out that he'll break your heart in the end.No more happy endings in this so
called life...

Jepay

Iam so worried, I had checked some skin diseases online because my mom was complaining of the rashes she had on her arm.
and it came to my attention the similarity of my mom's rashes
with skin cancer but I hope and pray I'm wrong.
Some brownish rashes started growing on my mom's forearm
way back in June when my uncle died. And to think mom is a cancer
survivor and the doctor has warned us about the cancer metastasizing.
I pray this is not one of those cases. I don't know how am gonna live
without her. God please dont take her away from me and our family.
It scares me of the thought,she's the only parent I've got coz my
father died when I was a year old. And now Iam a single parent,
raising a child. What more can be worse than losing another love one.
All  my life I've never felt complete, from growing up without a dad,to raising a child alone. Thanks to my ex for leaving me for another woman.
And I dont know what will happen next.... I dont know how much pain I can endure or if I can even survive another loss..

Jepay

I dont know but I hope he would just let me go.
As if were committed. I hope he gets married and be
faithful. I know he will not make a good husband
coz he's been cheating with his poor gurlfriend courtesy
of me. He doesnt make any promises, but he'd love
to spend time with me. He longs for me sometimes...
He'd go with me whenever I ask him.
I know he'll never be the man for me.He's a loser but
I'm drawn to him. He called me today but I was so busy
to answer my phone. I don't care if I disappoint or frustrate him.
I have no more trust with men.
I've been single for over a year now and have never been
in a relationship more than a year. But I had a great
love lasting for a decade. And sometimes I still
think of  him but no longer hope for a happy ending.
Were worlds apart now,nothing can ever reconcile us.
But I know he will always be there for me but I don't know
if I can be there for him. It's sad that we still have feelings
for each other but weve come to grow apart... He was my great love.
And here is a guy taking everything he's got for granted.
I dont think I can ever feel in love again,after having been
broken several times.