ranting

Posted by kahel at 05:15 PM on October 9, 2005.

bagay si paddy and jewel. 'nuff said.

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lumang sinulat na nahanap ko

Posted by kahel at 01:48 PM on October 9, 2005.

minsan naiisip pa rin kita, at gusto pa rin kita isuka mula sa isipan ko, upang tadya-tadyakan hanggang humiyaw ka sa sakit at magmakaawa ka sa akin na tumigil. at pagkatapos nito ay susuntukin kita ng isang superhuman uppercut para lumipad ka sa ibang galaxy...

para di ka na magdulot ng putanginang sakit na bigla-bigla nalang dumadapo at umaatake kapag mababa ang depensa at akala kong wala na, tapos na, magaling na ko sa sakit na ikaw...

pero hindi pa pala... dahil gusto pa rin kitang isuka.

 

 

 

 

(lumang sinulat na nahanap ko, walang date) 

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inches - brain salad

Posted by kahel at 11:01 PM on September 29, 2005.

But I just can’t help thinking

about all these we’re doing

we’re getting older,

just going nowhere…

 

... But I just can’t help thinking

With a sinking feeling

As the water taps my shoulder

getting older going nowhere

and I know there is something

waiting for me...

 

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sleepy, thesis, sucky movie

Posted by kahel at 10:52 PM on September 24, 2005.

taena, inaantok na ko. -.- pero kailangan ko pa gumawa ng thesis... buhuhu.=,(

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nanuod kami kanina ng brothers grimm (or is it grimm brothers? potah, who cares?, it sucked anyway). anyway, sobrang bulok niya. as in kung pagkain siya, sa sobrang sama ng epekto sayo gugustuhin mo siyang isuka kahit pinalunok na siya sa'yo. ganun kasama, as in gusto siya ireject ng system ko after ko panuorin. sobrang sama. hindi lang siya yung type of movie na sasabihin mo, "uh... okay. ampangit nun ah." after mo panuorin. siya yung type na sasabihin mo, "putangina, dapat pinapakulong mga taong gumawa nun eh." tapos gugustuhin mong sumigaw ng, "nadaya ako!!! ibalik nyo ang pera namin!!!"  tapos to think that almost two hours siya ah. at isa pa, may song and dance number sa end ah, san ka pa? ang kapal ng mukha nilang gumawa ng ganung movie. taena.

i mean, i was expecting it to to suck, but i didnt think that it would be that bad.

sana pwedeng magerase ng memory. 

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 uh... yun lang.

bow. ("no, i mean bow to me." haha.) 

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yeah, im still sleepy.... -.- 

1 i think

im hungry

Posted by kahel at 08:35 AM on August 26, 2005.

im hungry and i cut my microbio class again.

sana talaga marunong ako maghtml.

yan ka na naman kl, with your stupid wishes for yourself that you never make come true.

kasi naman tamad eh. or is it takot? haha. siguro more of takot. para kasi akong tanga eh. i should be less pessimistic and more open to things.

(item number 1)

yes, make things better. initiate a change.

start by having breakfast today. haha.

aga ko nagising noh? i would have made it to my 830 class if not for the stupid urge to click away on my pc the whole morning. kakatamad eh.

(number 2)

i should stop being scared.

3...

i have a feeling that i should also stop cutting my classes.

quiz nga pala sa philo mamaya. rar.

4...

i should also study more.

5.

and go out with dennis more. haha.

6.

and get a usb port so i can upload pictures from my *new* camera to my ancient pc. (atlast! atlast! a camera! all to myself!)

7.

start a multiply account to organize everything.

8.

fix photobucket.

i just realized that im making a list here of what i should do. so to make it more complete i shall put numbers before each item...

ayan, may numbers na.

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isn't it strange that a psychologist is ten times more likely to commit suicide than an average person? and that in the national center for mental helath, applying psychiatrists are required to "become" patients for 3 months before getting admitted.

1 i think

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Posted by kahel at 12:26 AM on August 24, 2005.

"In a bullet proof vest,

With the windows all closed,

I'll be doing my best,

I'll see you soon,

In a telescope lens,

And when all you want is friends,

I'll see you soon, I'll see you soon."

 

*coldplay, see you soon, parachutes 

1 i think

Posted by kahel at 01:30 AM on May 26, 2005.

silence is the fire, that speaks to us in tongues

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Posted by kahel at 01:17 AM on May 26, 2005.

"Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into The Force. Mourn them, do not. Miss them, do not. Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed, that is. Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose." -- Yoda

2 i think

On Children

Posted by kahel at 11:27 PM on January 3, 2005.

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And a woman who held a babe against her bosom said, "Speak to us of Children."

And he said:

Your children are not your children.

They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.

They come through you but not from you,

And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts.

For they have their own thoughts.

You may house their bodies but not their souls,

For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.

For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.

The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.

Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;

For even as He loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable.

-The Prophet, Khalil Gibran
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