After 10 milleniums, 9 centuries, 8 decades, 7 years, 6 months, 5 weeks, 4 days, 3 hours, 2 minutes and 1 second... I have finally decided (well, actually, remembered) to update my lonely li'l journal

Well, it's already Christmas Vacation, actually, a week ago... ^^; but anyway, it's vacation! Yay! And for the first time, I get to spend a lot of days slacking off in the house! What you say? Yes! It's somehow unbelievable, but it did happen! ^^;

The festive air has been on since a few weeks ago.... well, my first holiday season as a college student is going better than it had been before I was in college, maybe because some of my dorm mates have greeted my birthday with much cheer (and food, gifts too! ^^; )

And it doesn't stop there, I'm ha-- no, content, with my grades this term, though my mom didn't exactly show a lot of enthusiasm... oh well, she always wants a 'perfect daughter' which I could never manifest even if I spend eons of eternity trying to do so, but oh well, I can never please ANYBODY *sigh*

I still think my grades are not the product of my effort though, I feel indebted because I think it was because of my groupmates in some subjects that raised my grades. I kinda feel inferior and stuff, so I feel that I don't really deserve some of the grades.

On the other hand, some of us don't have a very happy holiday, especially the ones who failed. I really wish I could do something to help, but alas, I couldn't... I hate that incapability.

So anyway! I might as well wrap it up for now! I feel like I'm going to become a hunchback if I don't stop slouching (because the table is lower than the seat >_>; ) and I got a slight headache x_x; Ja!

P.S. I am currently obsessed with deviart right now ^_^

Do you guys ever get the feeling of getting friends and then for a while they just start dropping you like a hot potato and you feel isolated and ignored? Well, somehow I kinda feel that way right now, and it's not just me, some of my other companions feel it too... well, I don't know if it's just us or it really looks that way

Hm... I don't know if I just feel self-centered, but I just feel so isolated from my other companions in the Univ. but they seem like nothing's changed. Or maybe it's because I'm more of an introvert that feels that friends are close companions, or maybe it's because I'm used to that, I don't know

Third semester is coming close, it means we're gonna be separated depending on what schedules we would take... it's either I swallow the truth of being more 'flexible' to things or I'll end up being a bitter outcast and loner again like what I've endured in my classes during high school...

This part of my college life was going well, but now it's accompanying my academic life in college... *sigh* oh well... c'est la vie

First of all, I want to say sorry to all the people who I forgot to greet on their birthdays!!!! I'm so sorry!!!! you can kill me now for my forgetfulness x_x

Wahhh...

Hell week/s are not yet over...

I don't want to go back to school yet, well, not yet... ;___;

Will do a more decent post soon.. ja!

One, and only one thing: I have broken all rules except for being absent in classes. *points at commitment entry*

I am still not getting serious

Heck, I got very, very angsty...

I haven't even studied for exams tonight...

OMFG where is my life going to?!?!?!

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 It's already Friday night! I can't believe it! Time flies incredibly fast!!! It's scaring the hell outta me!!! x_X;

Tomorrow will be our first day for NSTP, I forgot what does it stand for, but it's something required by law for college students to take, we can choose wheter it be ROTC or military (in our case naval, for the navy) training or Community Service. Obviously, I chose the latter, the only thing I want out of ROTC is shooting guns, but I don't want to go through any other exercise other than that! So community service it is.

I don't think we would be going out to the field right away, I think tomorrow's meeting would just be for orientation and stuff. I hope we get to be dismissed early~!! :D I'm such a bad kid!

On other matters, the first week of the new semester is finishing, so, how is it? Well, besides the depressing moments that aren't related to school, it's generally great, well, not including the rain. There are a couple of creepy professors, and more creepy subjects, but I hope I can pull through.

On another note: the internet is freakin' slow!!!! ;___;

Well, that's it for now, ja~!