Civil Engineering students are the last ones standing.
While the rest are out in Ipoh, enjoying themselves: Karaoke, One last time clubbing in RumJ, etc., Civilians are stuck in their rooms or in the IRC to cramp in last minute of studying.

The agony of having to wait for 5 whole days for the final paper, and seeing every other people from different courses finishing their finals for 2008. Simply too painful to accept.
The worst part is, I feel none of the pressure of to do good for Wastewater Engineering.
All I feel like doing is just finish up the paper tomorrow and pray that 12pm can arrive as soon as possible.

I bet as the 101 of us are in the examination halls tomorrow, this other courses punya people would be busy packing or leaving the campus. Good.
Means the whole Ipoh would only meant for us Civilians only.

Back to Wastewater engineering, even though I've done quite a number of calculation exercises, yet it still feels like I've loads to go and my mind is saturated with air. Air ONLY.

My heart ached thinking of Lil' Custard today. Unstable emotions for the whole day. If you probably looked closer, you would probably be able to see I dropped a few tears today. Such unstable emotions. Only happens to me.

Taken during Wastewater Field trip to the Sewage Treatment Plant, in Jelutong, Penang.
From the left: YewTeng, Khian, KeeHui, Dr. Hasnain, TeeHooi, Kenneth, Harpreet, Joshua
Missing from pic: ShiouTing (Holding the camera kot)

Woke up with a heartache this morning.
Flashes of the past. They come at the wrong time.
Heartache attacks.
I grasp my chest, coz the pain wouldn't stop.
And then I wished, for everything to end.

Like what people would normally say, "Ngeh-ngeh". Translated: Didn't use brains, straight do it.

Ok, it all started when I was feeling slightly unproductive in the room, and I was as usual chatting with ShiouTing over DC++, ever since GTALK refuses to let me sign in!
So, I told her, "Jom, go Sitiawan!"
And cooperatively, she replied, "I want eat seafood!"
Like domino effect, we pulled KeeHui and TeeHooi along.
Very last minute, we called YewTeng and asked him to fit nicely as the 5th person in the car.

I've been to Sitiawan a couple of times, but none of those which required me to drive hunting for food place because my relatives are there, so often, we had them leading the way.
This time, it was different, because none of us knows the route to AMU Restaurant.

*AMU Restaurant is famous in Sitiawan for its seafood dishes.

Really NGEH-NGEH go for this little road trip. No idea where, how, why.
Still ngeh-ngeh want to go. Lol!

We managed to reach Sitiawan town, but had absolutely no idea how to get to AMU Restaurant because it's located in the jungle area. So, we stopped by the Shell station and asked for directions. We did manage to get near the point, but we never seem to find the restaurant. Made couple of calls to everyone whom we knew associated to Sitiawan, and finally, after 2nd round of directions-enquiring, we finally found the place we wanted to go.
By then, the 5 of us were already famished and in our minds, were to eat until we are satisfied.

Guess what, it was a 2-hour journey, until we found the place we were looking for!

As you can see, the place is dark!
Street lights are scarce. So, if you have plans to pay a visit to Sitiawan, make sure you have a full tank of petrol and lotsa patience!
(Well, an extra bonus would be owning a GPS system)

First thing's first, the Coconut!
...after hours of never-ending funny conversations in the car...

and the mandatory pictures of everyone "posing" with their coconuts.

the coconut looks so small beside the giant.....

ShiouTing

TeeHooi

Khian

Yeah yeah, KeeHui, those are just coconuts...*_*

It was a gruesome long wait for the food to arrive since everyone's hunger level was very high.
So, to divert the attention, we took a lot of pictures. Cheh, like there's a need for any reasoning for camwhoring session like that!

Hehhe..

Seriously, it's been a long time since we took pictures of our dinners/mamaks/hang-outs.

Probably gonna be one of the lasts since we are leaving for Internship soon.

Civil-Chicks!

Everyone looked so happy, despite still being stuck for the last final paper.

I should seriously consider bringing my camera tripod around everytime there's a big group outing.

And the noisy,loud chatty bunch just kept quiet when the food arrived.
(Lapar mah...)

Sweet Sour fish.

Shell Fish

Fried Sotong

Fried Bihun

Balitong

Crab

Food so-so only. I know other places which serve better, but anyway, the company was great.

Loadsa crap. Loadsa laughter. Loadsa gossipings.
Just wished that the rest, namely Kenneth and Joshua were there with us.

We should probably do that one day.

And one last two pictures for the road.

Saturday night. Boogie-night.
(psssttt..can't wait!)

Been some time..it's been some time..

:|

Am exhausted..really..really...:S

Beyond the joy of singing karaoke, I have always hated the fact that I can become all vulnerable when someone sing some emo-shit which causes all the emotions to come rushing.

I was alil affected when Joshua picked this song to sing yesterday.

So here we stand
In our secret place
Where the sound of the crowd
Is so far away
You take my hand
And it feels like home
We both understand
It's where we belong

So how do I say
Do I say goodbye
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times

I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I find my way back
To your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart
-Queen Of My Heart- WestLife


Yes, lil custard, you will always be.

I think I just failed my first paper of the semester.

The paper was not tough at all, in fact the questions were pretty predictable..

BUT..

Yeah, despite all the good things, there's always a BUT.
I hate how reality can be so cruel at times.
Sigh.

I sorta blanked out as soon as I sat on the chair.
And when I looked at the questions, and was absolutely clueless about the way of answering, I knew I was screwed.
Big time.

Trying to cook something out during the 3 hours in a cold, chilly room was hard.
And this was no Language paper. This was something which has numbers, formulaes, and all sorts of engineering jargons. No matter how good a cook I am, that was definitely going to turn out to be a 'bad dish'.

However, I've learned so much in life to let go and move on.
So, as soon as the invigilator said, "Ok, time's up.", part of me was overjoyed that this semester is almost coming to an end.

And..
And all 5 of us headed down to the nearest town to "rest" our tired minds.

And the only way to release tension is by singing out loud.
Karaoke, yeap.

The whole day was spent in Ipoh, catching a movie 'Madagascar2' and having loadsa food.

No pictures this time, because we sorta got tired of posing in front of the camera. I'm sure, there will be another round soon. Pretty soon..

p/s: And now..now, what to do before Wastewater paper??

40 minutes to Design in Steel.

I would do anything to get the answer scheme now!
(yes, anything...)

Aaah!!

Had a bad dream last night.

Taken this from stickgal.blogspot.com

I think all of us face the same problem, at one point.

How do you feel when you think about the past?

Sigh. Sucks!

As I was driving, and immersed into deep thoughts, suddenly I thought of apologizing.

If an apology is able to save a long-lost friendship, why not?
If both parties is just waiting for one another to make the first move, why not me?

Nevermind the heartache, nevermind the burning pain, just do whatever to make the pain disappear.

Sometimes I think, is it my fault that things turned sour?
Is it because I didn't accept it earlier made it harder for things to be patched up now?

And all of these is just waiting for me to end it?
All I have to do is just walk up to them, and say ''I'm sorry."

Then everything would go away.

I was so close to thinking that it was my fault. Everything.

Until I realized something.

It's nobody's fault to begin with.

Don't like. Don't want to see. Not happy. Upset. It's normal.
Why wanna hide my feelings just because I want to end the misery?

Not happy jao not happy lah!

不开心，就是不开心。为什么，要为了某一些人，我要认错而道歉？
我没错。

错是错我太傻啦。

Why want to pretend that I'm alright with everything when clearly nothing is?

Enough of being remorseful.