last night as we sit together, my eyes blurred and colapsed. i tried to stay awake and open my eyes. i saw ur face gleaming in the dark. it struck unpredictable and i walk away. i thought i was sober tilll i wake up and find out that it was the truth. what can i do? i want to be honest and say it 2 u. why know why??? i didn't realize and find out until now. i admit it that i like you and love you know. i want to hold ur hands but the feeling will jut go to waste i think. i like 2 know u and taste the sweetness of u. even if there are circumstances i would face them and still love u.

blogged by lostprophet at 01:22 PM | asar?!

why are there people hu promised u that they will never leave but still they left u alone without a hin or clue why he/she left? why are we affected stongly by this person? do u love him/her? no but still it hurts when he/she left u. are u angry? why should u? still u do ur best to be noticed by him/her. u miss the times ur with that person. u just go on with ur day unoticing the pain thats growing inside. telling urslef that ur ok but ur not. making the same mistake for trusting him/her. giving up easily emotionaly.

blogged by lostprophet at 01:36 PM | asar?!

yesterday i was thinking of myslef
understnading the circumstances i face
i don't really know wats it 4 me
do i care about u?

i don't feel anything as if i was frozen
cold as the grave and my heart as a stone
memories of u relapsin in front of me
barking of the moonlight glow

do u care about me? why can't i feel it?
what about the promise u made the day u left?
insanity is coming 2 me in packs
living me lifeless in the ground.

sleep sound starlight don't mind me
i don't expect u'll recognize this
i'll just pretend ur there
imagining the feeling and faking it

blogged by lostprophet at 09:26 AM | asar?!

Slicing my flesh and not minding d pain I felt. Looking past me as if I'm transparent. Closing ur eyes n covering ur ears 2 avoid me. Yet a silent whispher about him make u screaming woth glee. U told me u'll 4get him but saying it make u remember him. How can I kill a memmory if its immortal? Is there a match between a mortal love? A godess 4 taking but imposible to win. Her heart is water u cant grasp. d cup I used 2 contain her was solid yet it flowed spilling it on d gorund. Passion as my gift 2 u a promise nt 2 leave u as u promise u wnt leave me 2. But it shattered like a glass, torn to pieces like a paper. A word dat was lost in eternity. Buried in d sand waiting 4 u hand...

blogged by lostprophet at 05:13 AM | asar?!

sitting in the chair, starring at the window
waiting 4 ur reply as time passes by
unable to feel and write about u
giveng myslef a time to think if i still love u

is our friendship true or u just used me?
why am i alone when i needed u d most
i was there in ur darkest hour to give u light
but u left me here helpless and useless again

why do i expect ur love when i'm not sure who u r
mistaken 4 d love i gave, playing ur game all the tim
why did it have 2 happen?
thanks anyway i'll leave you with my last gudbye

blogged by lostprophet at 07:40 AM | asar?!