YESTERDAY
 

I know, I shouldn't walk out this way
 

Sorry, but my feelings have changed
 

I would only hurt you more if I stayed
 

So I can't go on pretending that I
 

Feel like I did yesterday...So
 

I can't stay
 

And keep living this lie
 

I finally found the strength to say goodbye
 

I'm on my way
 

Nothing can change my mind
 

I'm leaving behind what we had...Yesterday
 

Know this
 

It's not about somebody else
 

It's not you
 

I just need some time by myself
 

Though it hurts me to see you go through this pain
 

Still I can't go on believing that I
 

Feel like I did yesterday...So
 

I can't stay
 

And keep living this lie
 

I finally found the strength to say goodbye
 

I'm on my way
 

Nothing can change my mind
 

I'm leaving behind what we had...Yesterday
 

Throughout this time
 

I've realized
 

Been holding this in far too long
 

Now I have to be strong...Can't turn back
 

I've been there for you and now I must do
 

What I should have... Yesterday

 

 STEEP

 

Softly, gently
 

I will let you down
 

'Cause I don't love you
 

In the same way now
 

I can hold you
 

But not with lover's arms
 

'Cause you are more of
 

A brother to me now
 

And I can lie next to you
 

But I can't lie to you
 

(Chorus)
 

So walk into the sun and watch me
 

Run into the rain
 

For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
 

For me, it's getting steep...
 

I loved you for
 

Exactly who you are
 

And I'd say you've come
 

The nearest yet by far
 

And I can lie next to you
 

But I can't lie to you
 

(Chorus)
 

So walk into the sun and watch me
 

Run into the rain
 

For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
 

For me, it's getting...
 

Steeper
 

From where the dark's that's where i want to be
 

Its deeper
 

From going somewhere you're i want to see
 

So walk into the sun and watch me
 

Run into the rain
 

For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
 

Yes, I will watch you
 

Walk into the sun and watch me
 

Run into the rain drops
 

For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
 

For me, it's getting steep...

 

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here....

im still in confusion..

still i cant believe the past would come back just when i thought i was already over things, when i thought that the my life is heading towards  the direction every one expects i ought to be..

i am not to blame anyone.. still the thought that this maybe just one of those so called mysteries in life.. the mysteries that only Him could give the reasons behind..

i cant believe  i allowed myself to be such in a situation AGAIN.. but this time its different.. this seems to be one of those that i never thought ever could happen to me..

just when you thought  you were alone with that feeling back then.. the strong feeling you had a couple of years back.. it was when you even almost gave it up.. when you thought there were no more chance left.. when you almost thought youre stupid to cling on... and then here it comes back all over you again... 

i dreamt of this a lot of times before.. i dont feel bad at all.. i must admit im enjoying every thing about it.. especially the reminiscing and the revelations.. its like a dream come true...

but until when will i stay dreaming.. will this dream ever become reality...

and how about reality.. its hits me hard every time i try to think about it.. still everyday must be lived in reality... still that dream remains a dream.. a creation of the mind.. just a fantasy..

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here....

 

ACCOMPLISHMENTS THIS WEEK

• done with case presentation in strama
• got a satisfactory mark in aud and ms quizzes!
• got high in comp aud too! 
• done with socio finals
• done with table tennis finals, got high mark here too!

WHAT TO DO IN HELL WEEK

• STUDY REAL HARD for the final exams!
• MONDAY:  no exams yet!
• TUESDAY: prepare for the next day's exams
• WEDNESDAY: minor subjects finals
• THURSDAY: start of the REAL TESTS of ENDURANCE! got to fight the feeling of being sleepy after lunch!
• FRIDAY: last day of hell week. last 3 exams in the morning and bacc mass in the afternoon... yey!

 

good luck sakin sa week na parating! haha!

 

 

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here....

 

 

got to check on things done and to be done... 

• two weeks to go before that 3-week vacation that ive been
• longing for.. yey!
• case presentation in computer audit is already done!
• well, im also done with that very tedious office work that ive been doing for almost a week!
• next week is the scheduled presentation of our case in strama
• one more quiz to go in auditing probs...
• another one in MS..
• table tennis finals on the 17th...
• finals on the 19th-24th...
• bacc mass on the 23rd...
• testimonial dinner tonight at 7:00...

hmmm.. not that much to do anymore.. just have to study real hard and real well for the final exams.. whew!!!

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here....

this week has been a hell week for us.. two consecutive quizzes in auditing problems, one in advanced accounting, two tedious and time consuming homeworks in socio, one controversial group quiz in strama and one supposed case presentation in computer audit.. adding up to it is my not so good health condition.. i really dont feel well this week.. my colds are in their worst this week.. hayyy.... also another thing is my shifting moods... i almost lost my temper on my friends on the start and end of this week.. i get easily irritated by their diappointing acts.. harhar.. at least we have settled things up before we parted for the weekend..  but this week is nearing its end.. whew.. finally.. and to update, there are only 24 school days before our 3-week vacation.... yey! after this semester comes our 2month summer class and then its graduation na! yehey! haha.. as if it'll come that easy.. i hope so!! im looking forward to that final test.. the board exams.. goodluck to me and my fellow future CPA's. God bless us all..

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here....

 

 

i saw this picture from a featured story at yahoo! today.. i cant believe this could be real.. however, it made me realize how love could truly be wonderful. this is a depiction of a true love, a love that is forever..  this an exception of that  famous vow "till death do us part", because they never parted even on the verge of death.. so wonderful indeed!

we are discussing on this topic in our sociology class just this week.. this is one of those controversial issues on human sexuality.. though this may truly be considered an awful truth, my professor had a different view about this truth that made me think otherwise.. according to her, this is the very reason why sex should be confined in the boundaries of marriage, for in marriage there is a commitment between the spouses, which is the primary difference from that done outside marriage...

 Women give sex to be loved and Men give love to have sex.. True enough, but the act is nothing when these spouses eventually learn to give more importance in giving and receiving genuine love.

 

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here....

la pa rin akong maisip na maisulat dito na matino..

ang bad trip kasi sira pa rin ung pc sa office.. di na tuloy ako makapag-update dito.. para tuloy di na ko sanay..

 

 

ang bad trip din kasi lately ginagago ako ni bryan sa pang-iinjan niya sa mga lakad namin... busy busyhan sya.. as if naman totoo.. hmp..

 

kung bakit ba kasi ganon sya...

 

sana sa susunod may maganda na ko maisulat dito...

 

 

 

whaaaaaaaa!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

sana lang talaga..

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here....

havent been here for long.. i missed the keyboard so much and got fed up with my freakin books and the keys of my calculator.. im so glad everything's in place and ive got less worries now.. hope it would continue to be like this.

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here....

28 months of rollercoaster ride.. indeed it's insane.. i guess i am.. probably... but im lovin to live this kinda life.. still im happy with everything.. im learning to live each day with him, inspite the flaws and all of those kinda stuffs.. each day's full of greatness, of passion, and of course, of love... i believe that's more than enough.. 

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here....