Once in space.
there was an object heatened with
comets and rocks in space that it became a mettalic substance
that's harder than adamantum.
and soon it crashed on earth....
and was found by a... uhhh.. aa..
to be Continued. =D
this life without you I can't stand
your eyes bring me enchantment
it's true, that i'm nothing w/out u.
All of this is coming from the heart
not a false beat will be heard from it.
but now...
i cannot withstad the pain.
everything seems... nothing w/out u.
so. that's why im becoming a poet
here for you. Cause i can't find
a thing i can do to unleash this sorrow and sadness of mine..
but it sucks. what am i typing now
seems to be so emo. haha.
i don't want to be like that..
but.. being lonely... is...
unbearable.
truly...
PAInful...
but still hoping.
that a small ray of light might
come... so.. ray of light.
please come on no
well.. ahh.. hmm..
I just woke up from a nap..
Before the nap, I just came back from the Alumni Homecoming
of the Grade 6. I had a great time there.
Twas' really interesting that they allowed me to come.
(I'm not an alumni)
Or i guess there were really no restrictions.
It was really fun there.. I liked the food.. hmmm ^_^
we got the chance to play but....
It didn't end up the way I wanted to be..
It was really NOT awesome. I was saddened by the outcome.
so I wanted to play another song.
But the stupid amplifier won't work. so....
( that time i wanted to throw that amplifier because i was So
pissed off, but I can't cause it's school property.)
It really sucked for me...
I cant do anything that moment.
They were like, limiting me so much..
At the end. I said to myself. "Why not focus for another thing."
Like giving Claudine my gift and like, chatting.....
but.... was neither given the chance.
My classmates were... hmm.. they were..
wooting us and stuff.. I really hated it...
Very Much....
That moment I just wanted to get home,
and just get back another time.
But I can't. so..
I just did was, lend her the gift then.
Well, took off.
I just went to the court with some friends.
shot some hoops to forget what was my emotions earlier..
After that.. we all just went home.
I saw Claudine again but.. haha,
again, I can't move..
So in that time. I felt like a,
Statue, Pretty much.. hehe..
Then when we "really" went home..
I took a nap.
then repeating all the process that I wrote.
Till here that I'm blogging.
hmm... So practically.
These were the major things that happened to me today.
Nothing really great happened. And it didn't turn to be of my
Expectancy. But I did get to see Claudine so I guess it was worth
going there.
So I guess that's Life.
Day's wont always turn out the way you want it to be.
As they say, Expect the Unexpected. (wow, what an old saying~)
It's really hard to let love in and tension to get out.
considering your environment.
It would really prove to be
a miracle for Love to bloom in that kind of way.
So... till then.. I think I won't be blogging..
until something good happens.
So i think i won't be blogging for a long time ^_^
Exit-
rocket summer tunes [ MUSIC ]
filled w/ tireless agony [ MOOD ]
Here i am, caught staring at your picture again..
Every time I see you, face to face..
My heart is filled with gladness..
Gladness that shall not be replaced.
but in Every time i see you lonely.
My heart breaks into pieces.
Saying to myself (why Can't I tell Her!)
And Every time i think about you..
My heart overflows with endless joy.
But at the same time.. thingking of what would i do..
My heart suddenly gushes into depression...
"I don't know what to do!"
Should I act now. So that time would not be wasted.
Or just let you go and wait for the right time...
I Don't Know!!
But 1 thing's for sure.
I Love Her.
That'll never change even If
The world will be put to an end..
I will still be still here.. Standing.
Waiting for the right moment..
Waiting for the right time.
that my lips will say those 3 magical words.
I Love You.
here we go again [ MUSIC ]
mapanglaw [ MOOD ]
