LS paper

stat quiz, project

sci 10 long test

sa paper

accounting quiz

psych project, paper

and the list goes on..

sometimes i wonder if i'm ever gonna finish doing all these. sometimes i even wonder if i'm really cut up for these, or if i'm ever gonna survive. okay now i'm struggling. struggling for good grades, struggling to balance everything, struggling to keep my friends, to meet new ones, to meet the one, and yeah, to survive. i never thought i could get trapped into so much stress, that i could ever feel that i have to keep up with the others to prove myself. i never thought that i could ever need to wrestle with everything else just so i won't be labeled as a mediocre. i always knew i could do everything. and that most of the time i was right. but life has taught me so much since those days. and life has shown me that it's not easy. i thought that things would be so much lighter as i grow up. it turns out i keep losing my strength whenever life's obstacles in growing up pulls me down. i miss having someone do things for me because by then i couldn't. now they think that i could do anything just because i'm this. it feels like i'm really growing up. it's not easy to be like this. it's not easy to have people expect from you. it's not easy running the race where everyone's good and you have to keep up just so they won't leave you behind. oh God help me.