November 22nd, 2008
22 Nov 2008
crystal_sapphire was lost in reality at 01:56 PM on November 22, 2008.
Well, if this is suppose to be the story of my life. Then I would have to write down my feelings at the moment, on 22nd November 2008.
I am not that well, unfortunately.
Let's divide time to October and November.
In October 2008, early, my parents were here. P was here. Friends were here.
Then, P and Parents went away.
I was then faced with job seeking, starting from middle October. I did not get any job.
November, Problems with P. I liked him more than I was supposed to as a friend. I expected him to want me back, which is sad because he said he liked me as a friend, not more.
Although we did not even kiss, I grew attached to him, as we communicated well. I long for that all the time.
P was gone. No more communication.
And, November. Everything seems to be getting more quiet than ever.
I feel that I have no life, while P is away having adventures with new love and friends. Our friendship seemingly had naturally ended. For the best of me.
My friends around have their jobs and their life.
Seemingly, me, alone, everyday. Trying to find something.
Am I Lazy? I don't think so. I just want to invent in something significant. Not some ice cream job somewhere. Who am I kidding, the ice cream store did not call me back :p
At the moment I feel jealous of the youth. But then I wasn't as happy as them when I was that young.
So, I feel left.
I feel left.
Alone.
My phone became quietter each week. My heart becomes quietter each week. I need a change. I have not even prayed. I lost connection to God? Have I/
I need change soon Lord. I can't get by like this. Help. Help. Help.
C.s.
crystal_sapphire was lost in reality at 01:39 PM on November 22, 2008.
em is actually feeling very lonely at the moment 
Housing next year.
Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 10:40 AM on November 22, 2008 in School stuff... as a piece of stickied illusion.
I'm in the pool for Campus Village!
Eff yeah. [:
Listening to what sounds like New Found Glory: Truth of My Youth
Friends, pineapples, and coconuts.
Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 06:10 AM on November 22, 2008 in Friendsies! :] as a piece of stickied illusion.
Jeff visited meeee. [:
What a strange and eventful night/morning.
Seriously, ahahahaha.
Listening to what sounds like Jimmy Eat World: Futures
November 21st, 2008
We wonnn.
Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 08:47 AM on November 21, 2008 as a piece of stickied illusion.
We successfully argued why "We should not rebuild coastal citites damaged by storms in hurricane-prone areas."
The topic was assigned to us and we were a little iffy about coming up with a stronger argument than the "Pro" group but we did it!!
Soo much fun. [:
Listening to what sounds like Rilo Kiley: Silver Lining
What an awesome day!
anokaya was lost in reality at 01:30 AM on November 21, 2008.
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Today...
I ate an OBAMA CUPCAKE.
I met 3 new friends, namely:
* Brian, the book-loving customer service rep at fully booked, who acquired a British accent from his Chinese grandfather.
* Alfred, a fellow bulakenyo and the marketing manager of Brazil! Brazil! who also moonlights as a scriptwriter for a morning show and doesn't look a day older than 27 (even though he graduated Ateneo in 1989).
* and Kenneth--a full-time volunteer for World Vision who was nice enough to let me peek at the closed Lego display on Boni High Street. :p She's a girl, by the way, and I have plans of helping her out with getting World Vision sponsors sometime soon.
I also passed by Simon, former DLSU SC Chair--and I was surprised when he stopped me to say hi. I knew him, but I didn't know he knew me. Lol. That was a pleasant surprise.
I window-shopped at Market! Market! (found two gorgeous tops that I must come back for, hehe) and dropped by Lazer Xtreme to be greeted by a huge Christmas tree. Again, EJ promised he'd cook for me come Monday, so that's a plus. :D
Then, my good friend Victor treated me to a dinner at Brazil! Brazil! where I overdosed on meat, meat and more meat. (Thanks again dear!)
The trip to Fully Booked was cool too, of course. And oh, School for Scoundrels was hilarious...
Of course, I didn't arrange above-mentioned events in chronological order. More of a top-of-mind thing... but still! TODAY WAS AWESOME.
And to top it all off, I open my YM and lo-and-behold, yet another reason to be happy. A fun youtube video care of improveverywhere! I <3. I am of course proud to have participated in at least one mission here in the Philippines (hopefully I will join again in the future). So here goes:
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uot;movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/dkYZ6rbPU2M&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dkYZ6rbPU2M&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>
Share the love everyone!! 
And let's all take the MENSA test on November 30! Haha. Fun, fun, fun!
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I am currently feeling really really happy
November 20th, 2008
It's almost 3 AM.
Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 06:48 PM on November 20, 2008 as a piece of stickied illusion.
I can't sleeeeep! ]:
Listening to what sounds like Finger Eleven: One Thing
I won [:
Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 01:35 PM on November 20, 2008 in School stuff..., My Life. as a piece of stickied illusion.
My design was picked for the Mesa Court Council Hall Ambassador shirt.
Eeep!! So exciteddd. [: [: [:
But to be honest...
Nobody else turned in a design! HOW LAME! 3 other people said they were going to turn in designs but they never got around to making theirs. Luckily, most everybody liked my design so we're going to have it printed and everything. And then once this shirt is printed, there will be '07-'08 APIC hoodies, '07-'08 VHS Yearbook Staff shirts, and '08-'09 Mesa Court Council Hall Ambassador shirts out there in the world with my "designs" on them. How cute. [: I wish I was better at designing things though. Eh.
Oh and technically, I "won" the MCCHA shirt design contest, so I get a prize. I think it's a gift certificate to somewhere. I don't remember where to though.
Yeah, so anyways, I have a terrible headache right now and I don't know why.
Help meeee.
Listening to what sounds like New Found Glory: Stay (I Missed You)
