You may have noticed that sometimes things have been slightly broken for a short period of time. I'm currently going through, fixing up some old code, so there may be minor disruptions occasionally - but I'm working hard at keeping them to a minimum!

I've added a new mood today: the "reflective" mood! Here's a screenshot of it in action:

Maybe some of you can use it

Currently feeling: reflective

sassygirl

1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

3. Follow the three R's:

           > respect for self

           > respect for others

           > responsibility for all your actions

4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.

5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great relationship.

7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

8. Spend some time alone every day.

9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.

10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a seconds time.

12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

13. In disagreements with loved ones,deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.

14. Share your knowledge. It is a way to achieve immortality.

15. Be gentle with the earth.

16. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.

17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.

sassygirl

my bday is getting near and i dunno why i am feeling lost again or maybe this is just because of boredom..i am really so complicated..i am doing a lot of things; have 2 jobs and doesn't even getting enough rest, i can't even go to the gym for my work out or to the spa for a massage, even get some mani-pedi or my very much needed haircut and treatment...my schedule was so full yet still i am getting bored with what i am doing, what's wrong with me?! maybe because days from now clinic days will be over and after that i will be stuck again with my less challenging work...i need a challenging job! i can't give up this office thingie for the job opp at the clinic since my bond is not yet over and practically speaking, i can't afford to lose more than half of what i am getting if i'll choose the clinic. I love being there, practicing my passion and what i really wanted to do, i love the interaction with my colleagues and giving care to patients. honestly, even it's not well compensated considering the demands of work ( imagine 4 patients at the same time), i don't really care.. i think i can adjust but then again, i can't go out here this soon...on the second thought, i think i am not lost..i am just anticipating boredom and being bum after being uber busy coz i totally hate that; doing nothing, being unproductive of some sort though there's actually a lot of work here at the office...see i am so complicated... on the lighter note, i am still so very much in-love with my beybi,happy with my family and friends..i couldn't ask for more...it's just that one thing i am fussy about but i know in time everything will fall into its right places, my prayers will be granted and goals will be reached...

Kabuki

So...in 25 minutes...I'm going to College. My first day of college. I feel so nervous. And....I honestly don't know why.

I need to chill...take it easy. I think i'm stressing too much. Ahahaha. The thoughts are just flying around my head. "Who's going to be in my class?" "Will I get lost?" "I hope my classroom isn't in a freaky place that I can't find @_@" "Will my math class be hard????" just random stuff that I shouldn't be stressing about NOW since I haven't went to school yet. Hahahaha.

I need something to kill the butterflies in my stomach.

Dulce

Currently listening to: Arigatou - FLOW
Currently feeling: Nervous

Jepay

Two movies added on my list. I have quite a few fave on the catogeory of romantic films
I love suspense sci fi thrillers, action pack, comedy movies and the like.
But only few remained in my memory. For classic love stories, here are the list of
my fave movies:
Gone with the wind
Always
Chances Are
Love affair
Blue Lagoon
Ghost
Forever Young
Great expectations
Pearl Harbor
The Notebook

And addition to my list are Before Sunrise and Before Sunset. Waah I dunno why am
feeling romantic these days I dont even have a boyfriend to be cozy with...
But am happy alone though...

I guess when you're young, you just believe there'll be many people with whom you'll connect with.
Later in life, you realize it only happens a few time

Jepay

I watched an interesting movie with a sequel,tragic it may seem but I loved the movie
It starred Ethan Hawke and Julie Delpy. The story evolved around 2 strangers
who met in a train and eventually fell in love but due to the harsh whip of
destiny didnt end up together but it had an open ended ending. I'd like my ending
to be, that they'll get back together and be happy... Both of them have lived separate
lives but have not actually gotten over each other. The gurl complained that she was never in a
serious relationship and had in between failed relationship. The guy confessed that he
was married and had a kid but was living an unhappy life with his wife. Yeah right like most
married men do.I hope they'd get back together but there are so many obstacles now but
they'd be empty without each other. I  can somewhat relate to the gurl in the story, there are some
similarities with our feelings and experiences... It's sad that you've been loving someone so
long only to find out that he'll break your heart in the end.No more happy endings in this so
called life...

Kabuki

It still amazes me how high school is just a memory. It's like..."Damn, did it really go by that fast?!" Then I start to think, "Maybe I should of done more." or "Maybe if I just did this, then..." A lot of "maybe's" and "should of". Depressing really. But what's done is done, High school was fun.

So...today my dad was talking to me and my sister in the car on our way home about how important it is to get a college degree. He said, "During your high school reunion, I want you to be able to say "Hey, I'm a nurse" or "Hey I'm a doctor". Something fulfilling." I thought it was nice of him to think that way. Then my sister and my dad got into the topic of aspiring in Music and whatnot....my dad was just saying "Getting a music degree or anything in the arts is almost worthless. How will you apply that to everyday life?" I was just sitting in the back thinking about stuff. I really do like music and stuff but I know my parental units will be like "HELL NO!!!" or whatever. Bleh. I don't even know if I want to be a nurse or anything in the medical field no more. Ugh, I don't know....

I guess I'll just stick to listening to some Gazette, Miyavi, or some Alice Nine...maybe some SiD and just continue being inspired. Hehehehe. Anywho, Gotta go back to packing my stuffs for school. (:!

Kabuki

I must say....today's visit to Ikea was quite successful. I am proud to say....I'M FINALLY GETTING A NEW BED!!! BAHAHAHAAA!!!! We're gonna throw out my mattress and get a new one. I'm going from a full size to a twin. HECK YES!! That means I now have more space in my room. I'm so dang happy. xP

So other than that...my summer's coming to a close as I begin to get ready to start school on Monday. At first I was all excited and whatnot like "YEAH!!! GONNA START COLLEGE!!"...but now I'm kind of more nervous. xP My goal is TO BE MORE OUTGOING!!! Heck yes!

Oh yeah! I turned in a job application for Yo~Yo's. xP Wish me luck ya? I need a job. :3

Dulce