|
|
June 30th, 2006
TO THE BITTER END pinwheelstars @ 07:03 PM You know how you have those crappy days when you're just really, really thankful for having such great friends? This is one of those days. I ♥ every one of my friends. feeling loved [ andelu i ven ] BARX I MISS YOU pinwheelstars @ 02:09 AM [ andelu i ven ] hello 2006 pinwheelstars @ 06:28 PM What I liked about 2005 was how it was centered mostly on relationships I had with myself and other people. I saw that light, when it came to friendship. When you realize who your real friends are, and who are only your friends when they want themselves to be. What I didn't like about 2005 was while I was forming new friendships with other people, I was losing the closeness I had with others. Trying to rebuild friendships isn't a walk in the park, it isn't something you could simply do in one go, and the next day everything would be back the way they were. It takes time, and I hate that. I hate that I find it awkward talking to some people, when I know in my gut it shouldn't be like that. I hate that I can't find the time to actually talk and be with them. I hate thinking I am simply going to let them slip away like that. Which brings us to what is probably going to be my new year's resolution, REBUILD LOST FRIENDSHIPS. And while it really sucks that I've only got a few more months before some of them graduate, it would mean to try twice as hard. I think it's safe to say that 2005 was a year without regrets. And I'm very proud of myself for sticking to a resolution I made two years ago ;) 2005 was great. But I know 2006 would be even greater. [ 2 % ] Deja Vu pinwheelstars @ 06:12 PM So I guess it is quite true when they say that jokes are half meant. Like when you joke about something unlikely and just plain silly happening, and then it does happen. Nothing concrete, merely spoken. This is a sick cycle that has been going on quite some time now... sick sick sick. absurdityfiddle-faddlehorse feathers STOP THIS FOOLISHNESS, SEVERINO! [ andelu i ven ] Walking Through pinwheelstars @ 09:19 PM ...only time will tell. This was the time I have been anticipating to come. This was the time I would have done anything to have (at one point or another). This was the time I was desperately waiting for. This time is here. It is now. I should be so happy. Yet I feel a sense of disappointment, or a sense of being incomplete. The feeling that was there for such a looooong period of time is gone. It wasn't sudden, nor was it planned, it just slowly faded. Maybe I'm just not used to the feeling. Maybe I even miss the feeling. But then, I should be so happy. March 22, 2004 - I will walk right through these walls. And what now? Take a good guess. :D PATRICIA ABLETEZ, I UPDATED THIS FOR YOU :D <3 [ 1 % ] the neil gaiman experience pinwheelstars @ 11:02 PM the best 3 days of my life;;; Pictures at my livejournal. not all of them, though. [ andelu i ven ] And the night was over, and the day began. pinwheelstars @ 10:03 PM It is a fool's prerogative to utter truths that no one else will speak. - Dream, Sandman: Dream Country bato bato sa langit, (?) [ andelu i ven ] Melancholy pinwheelstars @ 11:43 PM You'd think one would finally remove the mask to reveal what is hidden behind. Think again. One would have to really think of what's at risk if such action were done. And if you have nothing to lose? ... If such thing were possible, I'd envy you. Then again, This is simply a matter of taking risks, taking chances, grabbing oppurtunities, and entering through wide open doors. Someday I will walk right through these walls. Why walk when you can simply climb over? I ask myself that, and immediately know the answer. I just don't want to. Sometimes I wonder what it's like on the other side. I thought I had seen it once. And again it was my imagination playing tricks on me, mind games. Desperation had its effects. How long has it been between sunsets? [ 8 % ] Insensitivity at its best pinwheelstars @ 11:12 PM The world is cruel, is it not? Ah yes. Go on, do as you please. I know for sure that no one in their right mind would abuse such powers. And alas, pity is evident. Such fools you are making out of yourselves. Eventually this And everything you do, comes back to haunt you. AWOO. [ 3 % ] |
FRIENDS FRIEND OF FAVORITES CONTENT ARCHIVES LINKS
You are currently viewing ARAGORN
_____________________
|