despite the numbness of the cold world, there will always be that one to give you that warm hug..there will always be someone.
every year, life battles are different. they get tougher and tougher.. more complicated. but all these make you stronger, braver and more importantly closer to God.
2008 started off with a healing heart and soul-searching (don't we once in a while?). and man i say, i'm proud i've managed to move forward and faced every single endeavor i had to. i was scathed and i won't deny it. mid-year, major decisions, major changes i had to bear. sure, there were problems along the way - big, complicated ones, though most of the time, shallow and endurable. and God never did leave me, as well as my family and friends, throughout this whole phase. happy or sad, they were there, to which i can't be grateful enough.
i know it's too early to for a year-end review, but i just can't pass this realization. people will leave you. and it will hurt. but there will always be replacements - better replacements. people who will accept and stay with you forever and never will think twice of deserting you, no matter what happens. i might've lost somebody dear to me recently and that's sad but i cannot dwell on that feeling for a longer time anymore. and God heard me.. as today I've gained a lasting relationship, one thing that i've actually wished for since i was little.
thank you Lord for giving me another reason to smile and be happy. thank you for that that orange guy, my dad.
my 2008 hasn't ended yet. and i'm actually pretty excited for the rest of it. it's just that i want to start the coming year right. and i'll make sure of that.
Posted by bebe04 at 03:31 PM | 1 na ang humirit.
