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əвмąѕтəя says:

why u call urself bryan?

i did??

əвмąѕтəя says:

NOO

then??

əвмąѕтəя says:

feel like slapping u now hahahaha

ωəвмąѕтəя says:

u appeared in front of my house with ai ping

ωəвмąѕтəя says:

hiiii is bryan home??

ωəвмąѕтəя says:

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«¤°~£î£ Ðêv‡£~°¤ » says:

really?

«¤°~£î£ Ðêv‡£~°¤ » says:

why was i lookin for bryan?

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əвмąѕтəя says:

my presentation on my research topic is finally over. now what? i've a passed onw big hurdle for the semester but there's a bigger one coming. THESIS. we'll never finish anything. there's nth for me to look forward this semester. NO SEMESTER BREAK! can u name me a course with no sem break? sighs. it's not like i have 3 semesters a year, i only have 2 and yet i do not have a sem break this sem 

i've already completed my lab work and presented my research topic. there's 3 weeks to the deadline for my thesis submission and i've only done 10% of my thesis i think. i know there isn't much time to do the write-up that sums my whole semester's worth of lab work but i need a break, like seriously. because right after i hand in my thesis, i'm supposed to start hospital attachment in seremban. whoever said that final year is easy must have had an affair with their lecturers or something. uggh..

looking on the bright side, i'm going back to pg this weekend! i can't wait to be home, relax and not worry about a single thing. although i seriously need to buckle up and get my dissertation done during this 3-week period. plus, ill  be going to bangkok in nov with my family.. SHOPPING SPREE!!! that's the only thing worth looking forward to right now, if i look further into the near future i see myself stuck in pathetic seremban sweating away in a hospital with no aircond .

my friend managed to get me a room in seremban for 140bucks. quite a deal, although i'll be stayin with 2 other medic students. they're guys by the way, and from i heard nerds. i hope they don't get a culture shock when they see me. i'll be sharin my bathroom with one of them (the bathroom is attached to both our rooms) and i hope nth embarassing will happen.

oh yeah, the other thing im lookin forward to is having my girlfriends back for summer!!! although i won't be in pg most of the time, i'm really dying to see u. so u girls better make plans to pay me a visit in kl..

i'm so lazy. i woke up at 12 this morning, did my mask and then went out for lunch. got back at about 2 and here i am addicted to playing hearts and not doing my work. sometimes i can't understand how my mind works. i was so hardworkin the other day when i had to rush to meet my deadline, but upon hearing that my presentation was postponed to monday i just relaxed. i've a feeling i'm gonna keep this pace until sun night and naturally i'm gonna screw it up again. sighs. this is just soo.. ME

my bro is in genting right now for a holiday. he arrived on thurs and he's leaving tmr. the initial plan was for me to drive up to join him on thurs and i'll leave on fri. i cancelled on him when my lecturer asked us to present for the 2nd time on friday, manatau no postponed to mon. i just found out last night, no point for me to go up today because i need to drive down to seremban tmr morning to look at the houses we're gonna stay in for our hospital attachments. this is one thing i'm not lookin forward to, SEREMBAN. next sem my expenditure is gonna kill me, i think i should eat maggi mee 3 times daily. i've to fork out for my gas, toll, pay both sides rent and internet? wow..  *faints*

my apoptosis kit for my research hasn't arrived yet. i'm not surprised that it's delayed because it will be shipped from the uk but it's been 3 weeks! uggh. my research is supposed to end in 2 weeks' time and we haven't even tested on it yet. god. right now we might even change kits, which means a new set of protocols and all. sigh. i hate how unpredictable research is..

i hate how research can be sooo taxing and the next moment u're soo free that u have literally nth to do. of coz when u have no practical work, u're stupposed to be writing ur thesis or preparing for ur presentation. however this doesnt apply to ppl like me, i'll just laze and laze and laze. uggh. to the point i kinda despise myself for being so lazy but yet i don't do anything about it.

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over little time
But promise me you wont stand by the light

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please draw the past and be true
Don't say we're okay
Just because I'm here
You hurt me bad but I wont shed a tear

I'm leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving,
But you don't love me
And I've been confused
Outta my mind lately
You think you're loving,
But I want to be free, baby
You've hurt me.

When I get to Warwick Avenue
We'll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once more
I showed you answers, now here's the door

When I get to Warwick Avenue
I'll tell baby there we're through

Cause I'm leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving,
But you don't love me
And I've been confused
An outta my mind lately
You think you're loving,
But you don't love me
I want to be free, baby
You've hurt me.

All the days spent together
I wish for better,
And I didn't want the train to come
Now it's departed, I'm broken hearted
Seems like we never started
All those days spent together
When I wished for better
And I didn't want the train to come.
No, no.

You think you're loving
But you don't love me
I want to be free, baby
You've hurt me
You don't love me
I want to be free
Baby you've hurt me

damn down man. i got seremban hospital for my hospital attachment next sem, which means i'll be stuck in that bloody ulu stink hole for more than 2 months. i know i shouldn't judge that place, it's prob the best home town to some ppl or the best spot on earth to some. but i seriously can't help it. i feel so damn frustrated now.

most of my friends fromt he same hospital are plannin to rent a house there, i'll prob just follow suit. at the same time, i feel like travellin every day becoz i can't imagine myself living in seremban! sigh. but this decision will be irrational and impulsive, plus its not economical to drive 150km to and fro everyday. my father doesn't own petronas to begin with.

the best option is to stay there and come back to kl every weekend to keep my sanity in check. the best part is my 1st day of attachment is also the first day of the semester which is 1st of dec. i don't have my DEC holidays!! ugggh. 1 week of for christmas, that's it. i think everyone just come down and celebrate in kl la k? it'll be 6 hours drive for me to go back to pg from seremban.

labwork is so unpredictable i tell you. my protocol changes every now and then. so does my test compounds. so does everythng else actually. it all depends on my supervisor's mood. he's a nice guy actually, just that he's super fickle minded. lol. sometimes when we're in a middle of a discussion, he'll just start humming some indian tune. not the kuch kuch hota hai kind, more like those very traditional and whiny indian songs. we can't disturb him then, we have to just let him finish the song or get snapped back to reality. lol

yesterday my friend's mouse managed to escape. we didn't realise until the cleaning lady told us 'adik, ada tikus lari'. my friend had to chase after the mouse outside the lab, lol. then my friend put it back on top of the cage and used a plastic container to cover it. on top of that, he placed something heavy over the container. after some time i saw that the mouse managed to escape from the container but he was still on top of the cage. i told my friends that maybe they should just spare this mouse since it has such great survival instincts. my friend thought that maybe we can let it roam around on the floor in the lab and see what it can do. when she let it down, the mouse came walking towards me. the next thing i knew it crawled up the inner part of my pants. wtf. i started screaming and shaking it off. the whole lab was practically staring at me by then. haha.

i'm getting a 2nd hand vios. my dad's friend knew someone who wants to sell off the car and asked him if he was interested. my dad has always wanted me to get a vios but i told him i didn't want to as it's gonna be quite hard for me to settle the installments when i start working. so i told him that i wanted a myvi instead. since the owner was selling it at a pretty good price, we decided to buy it.

i'll be going back to pg tmr to see jo before she leaves on sunday. can't believe how fast time flies. i spent soo little time with her since i'm in kl most of the time jo, make sure you're free for me on sat kay? can't wait to see you.

apparently i gained weight. sigh. my friend commented that i got fatter and he kept tryin to make me wave at him so that he can see my flabby arms. uggh.