what is wrong with a person who doesn't know how to trust anyone?

any idea?

I said hell is so close, and heavens out of reach,
But I ain't giving up quite yet,
I've got too much to lose
-Sweet and Low

Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you stand (then you stand)
Yea, then you stand (then you stand)
-Stand

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
-Move Along

And all this fighting will amount to nothing more
You bend to break, I did it before
Is it gonna be easier
Is it gonna be more than I can take
If I surrender, if I surrender
Is it gonna be easier
Is it gonna be more than I can take
If I surrender, if I surrender
-If I Surrender

I made it this far now
And I’m not burning out
No matter what you say
I’m not afraid
-Way Away

But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over
-Hold On

Said that I'd fight for the one that I've found,
I'm gonna stay here while I wait for you to come around,
I fight you're a part of me now,
And I will never give up, no I'll never give up
-Fighting

Say Anything Else
Cartel

And baby don't follow their lead
cause you never know
just how a story ends, or how the story goes
and you are so confused
and baby it's just like you
to say anything else

whenever you get this way
just getting up for the let down,
mmm here they come and their here to stay
just getting up for the let down

oh and im here to say that you're the star you wanna be
just open and look inside and you will see

some day you'll sing it out loud
one day this will make you proud
whoahhh ohhh, i know
whoahhh ahohhh

and baby don't follow there lead
cause you never know
just how the story ends, or how the story goes
and you are so confused,
and baby its just like you
to say anything else

its time for you to understand
stop getting up for the let down,
oh who you want is not up to them
stop getting up for the let down

and i'm here to say that you're the star you wanna be
just open up and look inside you will see

some day you'll sing it out loud
one day this will make you proud
whoahhh ohhh, i know
I know is never good enough

so say what you want
gotta mean it when you say what you want
and everybody's on your mind
saying anything to get you by

and so to get what you want
you gotta mean it
and when you say what you want
your wasting everybody's time your saying anything that gets you by

its not not not gonna get you
gonna get you by

some day you'll sing it out loud
one day this will make you proud
whoahhh ohhh, i know
i know is never good enough

whoahhh ohhh I know
I know is never good enough

THESIS TALK:
yeah, hanggang dito ba naman. hehe. thesis pa rin.. haha. pero sabaw. kung kelan naman kami nakasabay sa wavelengths ng dela rosa pips, tyaka humihirit ang mga tao ng octoberian. haha. oonga, nothing's wrong with it. pero...

ok, say you have the TIME to do it, but WHY NOT NOW? you have the time NOW. and even if mag-octoberian ka, are you sure that you'll have that time you're referring to now?

fallback ba un? i mean, why settle for the second option when in the first place, you've been given with the first choice? chance na un eh. just imagine yung mga taong ngstop pra lang makapagipon, pra makaenroll at maabot yung gagastusin sa thesis. diba? binigyan sila ng choice. stop or mag-ipon. yun lang yung choice. eh di settle for the better. all is gonna be worth it naman. ikaw, you've got all the resources and more, what more can you ask for?

for sure naman, hindi yung octoberian yung problem. anu ba problema, pressure, stress? sobra ba o wala? o dahil ba yan sumobra na yung stress kaya parang wala na lang? there's always a solution. try making your own stress. [wahaha ehem ehem, parang sanchez pipol lang ah]..

wala sa project yan. wala sa tingin mo, kung kaya mo ba o hindi. lahat kaya, basta buo ang loob! go go! all you need is an inspiration. search for building references! para everytime na na-iidle yung mind mo, bglang lilitaw sa screensaver mo yung "architectural inspirations" mo. diba? nothing is impossible. just find the right method for you! go go!

better yet, build your own confidence. this might be the first and last big architectural project you'll get, so dream BIG! REALLY BIG! everything is possible. like your problem. love your solution.

AND if you think its just you, well it's not just you. one way or another, everyone thought of having more time and being an octoberian. But look at us, we've got the time, we've got plenty of time, the problem is we start late because we wait for the mental signal, the concept, the idea. but, we've got time. we just have to realize it.

sabi nga nila, this is the time of our life! hahaha. let's not waste the moment, let's embrace the opportunity!

after all, block tayo, right? nagstart na block, so let's go for the final run as a block!!

GO TEAM!

im listening to: just call my name
im reading: philippine architecture
im watching: supernatural season 1

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badhairday

Minsan, nakakatawang isipin, na kung anu yung pinakaayaw mong bagay sa mundo, dun pa pala yung babagsakan mo. Tapos, kng anu man yung kinaroroonan mo noon, mga bagay na gusto mo noon, bigla ka na lang magsasawa dun, at iiwan mo para dun sa bagay na dati ay sobrang kinaaasaran mo.

how ironic life is.

hahaha

 

feeling dazed. haha. due to a certain special realization. secret.

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still kickin' at 10:38 PM 2 demands