I don't really want to make your entry an issue on my life. Ooops, I'm using the english grammar, w/c I suppose is owned by you. Actually I feel so sad you, I pity you and I feel that you really need to go to the psych. By the way I have 10% discount in paying hospital bills, Would you mind if i share it to you. Ay sumosobra na paggamit ko sa wikang Ingles. Sige na magtatagalog na ako, Nakakahiya kasi sa MAY-ARI ng English Language. Una sa lahat kasi hindi ko alam kung sinasabi mo eh. At para sayo di bagay sayo maghapon. Eh mas FEELER ka nga. Pilipino ka tapos gagamit ka ng hapon? How silly. Buti sana, kung bagay eh kaso nagumukha ka lang ewan. Which really bothers me. Ops! bato bato sa langit, ang tamaan SAPUL o mas masama baka magka BUKOL pa!

Una sa lahat, hindi ko ginusto maging web designer. At hindi ako web designer. Consider me as a webman na minsan inidolo ka. Pero totoo pala, kung sino pa pala ang iniidolo mo, yun pa ang mananakit sa iyo. Alam mo may payo ako sa iyo, Kung laos ka na diyan sa pinapasukan mo, at hindi ka na mapagUSAPAN, Naiintindihan ko na ang motive mo. Gusto mong gumawa ng ingay para bumalik ka sa pagiging POPular mo. Pero nalalaos ka lang eh. Wa epek actually. At mas nagmumukha ka ngang PLASTIK sa ginagawa mo, Actually para na nga rin yang PangbabackSTAB eh. Pero naiintindihan pa rin kita kasi siguro wala kang mabuhusan ng galit mo at napili mo ako. Which is OK, Engels' 3rd stage of Grieving is Anger.

Pati wag kang mag alala, Oo minaliit mo ako. Fine, magaling ka sa lahat at minamani mo lang ang ginagawa ko. Sige na sayo na lahat. At wag kang mag-alala dahil at least ako mga totoong nominations, awards at totoong tropeo, ang natatanggap ko na ibig sabihin pinaparangalan nila ang mga gawa ko. Huwag kang mag-alala minsan pahihiramin kita. Baka kasi wala ka non eh. Nakakalungkot namang simulan ko ang Disyembre ko ng ganito. Na may umaaway sa akin.

Nahiya na tuloy akong mag-Ingles, baka mabasa niya ulit post ko, tapos gagawa siya ng counter post niya, criticizing my grammar. And by the way kahit bobo ako, marunong din naman ako mag-ingles. I can state my name in english. Dapat nga mas mag aral ka mag-ingles. Tignan mo kala kung sino ka, eh tinalo ka naman ng kaibigan ko sa essay writing contest noon. Kahit nagsabuwatan pa kayo ng adviser ko at yung kaibigan ko iniichepwera lang, eh siya pa rin nanalo. Sorry ahh, di niya kasing sinasadyang gumamit ng mas profound and not so complicated english words.

Pati ba't ba ang init ng dugo mo sa akin ha? It's been 2 years simula nung huli tayong nagkita. Alam mo bang masamang magalit. It constricts your heart vessels resulting from stress leading to Myocardiac Infarction o Kamatayan. Nagbabasa ka ba ng mga journals ng PNP, nakita mo ba ako doon, kashakehands at katabi si PNP GENERAL  Versoza. Feeler ba yun? Eh mas feeler nga sila. Biruin mo General versus me a nobody? Eh ikaw musta ka? Kung paninira lang naman ang usapan, siguro sapat na ang mga alam ko para makasabay ka sa panggagago eh. Kaya lalo lang akong naaawa sayo, hindi ako naiinis eh. Sayang Ok ka panaman sana, pero mas masahol ka pa sa kapapanganak na leon na gustong dumede sa Ina niya, at dahil hindi siya pinansin, ayun NAGWALA. At naniniwala talaga ako sa KARMA. Tested ko na kasi siya. Lahat ng nanggagago sa akin, ayun nagagago din. Kasalanan ko ba kung malakas ako sa itaas?.

Hayaan mo pagdarasal ko na magkaroon ka ng peace of mind. At Salamat na rin dahil kala ko yung English teacher ko lang ang susuway sa paggamit ko ng Ingles, yun pala may ordinaryong tao na mas supreme pa sa pinakamagaling mag INGLES ang susuway sa akin. SALAMAT. AT nawa ngayong darating na PASKO maiintindihan natin kung ano ang halaga ng Pagbibigayan. Advance Merry Christmas na lang sayo. At wag kang mag alala nasa dagat lang ang mga Pisces, lumalangoy ng malaya, walang problema kundi ang along humahampas lamang. Hindi rin ako magtataka kung may nagtatraydor sa yo eh.! hehehe. peace.ü

Last tuesday after my 1st duty in the hospital (Chinese General Hospital and Medical Center). Raymart, Jhonna, Charmaigne, and me went across to Trinoma to be a nomad, i mean to wander. Then i went to All flip flops, because i just know in my heart that there are new stocks and new designs released last Monday.

And i'm 100% correct. There it is the new havaianas glow in the dark designs. And i just did bought one. And ang mahal niya. grabe. It cost me 975 bucks. I am to throw away that large amount of money for a slipper. Pero atleast diba. The newest design is within the parameters of my feet.

It really is glowing in the dark. Ahahah. I've tested it. There are more new designs available yet this design is great. Imagine walking in the dark. Then the havaianas logo is brightly glowing.

After buying. We ate at Tokyo Tokyo. Unlimited rice ito. wooohooo! ahahahah. After all we enjoyed so mush, since we miss each other alot.

Currently watching: chuck
Currently feeling: slipperish

In the past, you've had to contact me to set your own custom domain. This is no longer the case - I've added a new page in the control panel (Settings > Set Custom Domain) which lets you set your own domain name. I've updated the documentation page with instructions on how to set-up your Tabulas to use a domain name.

What Manoelster Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

Currently listening to: Superhuman
Currently feeling: blog love

Yesterday night, me and my cousin watched Madagascar 2. The sequel to the 2005 film Madagascar. Well the movie is great, a combination of laughter, surprise, love~ish and laughter again. Reunites Alex, melman, Marty and Gloria. And King Julien as well as Maurice. The climax of the movie was when the plane they are riding crash to Africa which consequently was the hometown of Alex the Lion. Reuniting him to his parents King Zuba. Ofcourse there are antagonists in the story aside from the evil MAkUNGA w/c was king Zuba's rival. Watch the trailer below!

And one of the most funny scenes there is when Melman proposes to Gloria because he is too jealous to MOTOMOTO a hunky hippo. hehehe. watch it guys!

Currently feeling: movieriffic

My second semester has already started and yet i have not yet discussed my 1st day, my first week or my subjects and professors as well. I don't know maybe i don't feel any special about it or any attractions to my new section. Aside from Nutrition, health care 2 and STS there is this one subject that i really really hate it's Health Economics. Why? Because the subject is so lovable and the professor as well. I am always wishing that all the teachers and instructors will be like my Eco. teacher.

Changing topic: Next tuesday and wednesday is my first exposure to the Hospital. I am about to feel the world inside a medical institution. I don't know if i'm happy, excited or am I going to be sad. Because before we are only dealing with the dummies. We are performing the Basic nursing Skills in the dummies as well as on our clasmates. But it's a different thing next week.

Kanina pala Health Eco namin. At ayun tawa lang ako ng tawa sa nagpresent ng mga Skit nila. Napakababaw ko naman! Malamang kasi kung magmamataas ako, sa susunod ako naman ang babababa! OH diba what goes around, comes around, What goes up, must come down. Ay oo nga pala, I have read an article on The PHILIPPINE STAR earlier this morning about the one night concert of Rihanna and Chris Brown in Taguig last november 16. And according to the adjectives and descriptions used, I guess i have to sum it up as Amazing. By the way the picture below is not their actual concert here in taguig. It's on other country!

To all who watched the concert, CHEERS. to those who don't, there is always a NEXT TIME

Currently listening to: Forever by Chris Brown

I am so immersed in a basin of hot water. i don't know what's wrong with all the people around me. It's just that i can't live thinking a problem while achieving a goal. it's not that reciprocal. But logically speaking, I found a way to relaxed my nerves. And it is to innovate and transcend my blog to a higher degree. A more power packed blog. it's not about the design that matters, it is the entries, which are the foundation of a blog. I am so sorry to tell you folks, that my future entries will be more bolder and more fierce. a stronger side of manoelster is about to unleashed in form of words, i mean written words. A Rizal is about to takeover again.

I decided to reinvent my blog with a more simpler layout. ifeel socomfortable and relaxed when i am looking this layout. Thanks to the brushes i used that served as my basis for continuing this layout. Actually there is one time in my life that i decided to stop blogging. But i realize that BLOGGING is the most influential tool of spreading your thoughts to the world. So i decided the the theme to be " MNLSTR + blog = EVERYTHING ". Everything meaning everything.all that I see, hear, feel, taste and even smell will be posted here. Every thoughts in my mind that i want to release will written here.

I am not advicing you to be my fan,or to be an avid reader of my blog. I don't evencare if i have no readers But atleast i Have tabulas beside me,My mother BLOGHOSt. To allthe people that will be futurely involved in my posts, i am sending you an advance apology. hahahaha!

And to all my avid readers thank you for the support. another day will pass for this nursing student, but i will never be afraid to face everything, after all it's my blog that will be the judge and the master of all masters.

We had a 3 days practice for our capping, pinning and candle lighting ceremony. It was last Nov. 4-6, at 1-5 pm usually. Our first day of class was last Nov. 6 but our subjects are only general subjects which includes english, religion, p.e and history. For history, we're taking Rizal and for english, it's about Speech this time, everything about communication. I was very impressed in our professor in English because he's a newscaster/radio announcer before but now, he's a professor and to think that he's an alumni of CEU. Anyway, in our history, he's a new professor to me but I often see him around in school last semester, my first impression to him? He's like a lawyer! The way he walks and talks, and his clothes. So I finally meet him and everything he talks about is LAW. I told the story to my mom and she thinks that maybe he's a graduate of Law but didn't passed the Bar Exam so now, he's teaching Rizal and other subjects related to Law or social studies. We actually didn't meet all of our professors this week because as they say, we're only section 2F so we are not prioritized! What a logic?! We're also paying here. But I was so happy that our professor in NCM-101 A was our professor last semester in CHN (Community Health Nursing). I reallly, really like him a lot. I like the way he teaches us and the class never got bored of him.

I was surprised to know that from our batch, we lost around 84-87 students of Nursing, most of them failed in Anatomy and Physiology so they are now irregular in section G and some of them went to another school. So sad.

About this capping, etc. Most of my classmates were very excited about this on Nov. 14 but I don't feel any excitement, for me, it's just a regular graduation. If I would be the Dean in our school, I will make it next year just before we become juniors. It's because of our subject which is Microbiology & Parasitology, it's still a threat to us just like Anatomy. For sure, there will be again failing students. Maybe if I finished these two subjects, maybe I can feel excitement and joy in our Capping, passing our Anatomy subject isn't enough for me or for my ego to be satisfied.

I have this new crush, I dunno but it's just a crush since I saw him last semester, he's my type. He looks like the celebrity, Jake Cuenca. Yeah. But every now and then, I keep on seeing him accidentally. We got the same I.D lace which makes him look like a gay like what my classmates told me last semester. He's usually alone whenever we see each other and I'm usually with other people. The first time I saw him was during our Anatomy lab, outside the room, our section was sitting outside where there's a huge table and a lot of chairs. He just asked me if the chair in front of me is vacant, I said no because my classmate is using it, he/she just went to the comfort room, and then the paper I am holding just drop or flew on the floor, the weird thing is, there's no air actually or there's nothing that would make it drop. And another weird thing is, it dropped in front of him. Without saying anything, he gave it back to me. What a kind person he is. Since that day, as in everyday I always see him. I thought that he's not a nursing student because of his unform and during that time, I didn't noticed his I.D. lace.

I think I already told this story from my previous posts, to cut the story short, he's the host of our Capping & Pinning this Nov. 14. Since he is the host of the program, I saw him again during our 3 days practice at Don Bosco church at Makati. Oh my god. His voice is so damn HOT! plus points! After the practice, I realized that I shouldn't see him anymore or we shouldn't meet accidentally just because it's not the right time to be like this. I've saw his friendster account and he's single and yeah, he's prioritizing his studies right now just like me! hahaha.. The last time I saw him was so kilig! I came from NAL and then as I walk through the hallway, he's there in a sideview image, I look the other way and when I passed beside him, he suddenly walked beside me! XD

His name is the title of this post but you turn it the other way around. Plus his surname, Dionisio. Damn, everytime he's not around, I'm turning so crazy and I already miss him. Sometimes, I'm thinking, what if our everyday meetings are not accidentally? What if he also likes me or something the way I feel for him. I wish this feeling will stay just a Crush. We're both not ready.

By the way, we don't have classes tomorrow! Yahoo! Maybe I can upload my next layout, hopefully.

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Currently listening to: Need to be Next to You.
Currently reading: Bulletin Board
Currently watching: Jake Cuenca on Sharon. <3
Currently feeling: peaceful