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kairee

I really thought we were still happy with each other. I never imagined that the last time we've met would be the last time I'll ever hug and kiss him.

At that moment, when he walked me to the station on the way to work, I brushed away the sad feeling lingering in my chest. My heart felt there was already something wrong with the way he moved around me.

But even then, I chose to ignore the signs. I ignored the jealous feeling when they posted a screenshot of their Cabal characters as their primary photos at Friendster a few months back. I did not think too much of the numerous times he was not able to answer my calls, even in the middle of the day. I overlooked the fact that he virtually stopped texting me as often as he used to.

I still convinced myself that everything is fine.

If he only knew how I cried every night for him, because I felt that he paid little attention to me these past few months.

I still really love him. Call me stupid, but I still care for him, regardless of what he has done to me. As much as I wanted to blame him for what has happened, I can't. I just can't. I care too much.

I kept telling everyone not to be angry at him, because he loved me for the past 3 years. I kept telling them it was probably my fault, that I failed to be the perfect girl for him, and that he found someone who would better understand him.

I don't want him to be the villain in this story. Until the end, I'm still trying to protect him.

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I've changed my mind about not going to Hero this saturday. I am going. In fact, I think I'll be joining the catwalk. It's been a while since I've cosplayed individually (as opposed to just costripping). And my mom's coming too. She wants to experience going to a convention with me. She knew what I was going through and she's encouraging me to have fun to take my mind off my troubles.That's why I love my mom. ^^

kairee

Do not trust your friends. They will steal your boyfriends.

Don't thank me because I gave him to you.
You fucking stole him from me.
But sadly...

He chose you...

Thank you for the wonderful 3 years together, Jam. I will never forget you.


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Forget About Me
Little Bit

You said it wasn't
Gonna be like it was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back out the door
Thought it would be for real this time
Love me forget about the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know that we're through

Wish that I could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Is this how you wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape the misery

Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me

Too late, sorry
I didn't even have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given the world
Right in the palm of your hand

Wish that I could move on
Can't let go it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Is this how you wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape the misery

Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me

Boy
My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the lies
It's up to you
Cause heaven knows
I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love

Forget about me
Forget about me
I really loved you.