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January 1st, 2006
Diplomacy & Loyalties
Well then, My last parting entry.
I'm getting tired of this. This current batch of associates are too shifty, even for me. Cutthroats are fine by me. As long as they don't grow out of control. But this shit is just too much... even from somebody like me.
And this isn't just about Volrath... Volrath is just one of many who stab too much but make a sloppy job of hiding the mess.
Ah well, as I will quote from The First said, "Their constant lies will eventually be their undoing-not because they're evil. They're just not very good at it.
(The problem with me is that I'm too frank to the point of complimenting a person or just kabastusan. Hehe... Braids talking)
I suppose I should find new associates. Trust-worthy ones. then maybe I'd turn a new leaf as well.
but hey I'll keep in touch with the some as well.
I still can't believe how I got into this shit since grade 6.
Ah well, as Barbas (good version) said: "Hope springs eternal!"
Currently listening to: Petrified-Fort Minor
Currently reading: A freestyle RP
Currently feeling: Urza, Barrin
Posted by The_Reborn at 04:37 AM on January 1, 2006.
December 26th, 2005
Ah well...
Ah well, my blog's rotting, but hey, this year's been hectic. A lot been going on and my grades have been going into an all time LOW.
*sigh*
Well today has been fun. Had a mini Christmas party with my associates.
By the way, I along with others have agreed that my personality can be divided into 6 different parts,and I even named them:
Braids - Plain insane. Period. Loves to giggle, cackle while turning around. Loves to start weird topics and sometimes embarassing but still an enjoyable person to be with. (If what my associates say are really true.)
Barrin - The sane, most sensible of them all. Reasonable and kind. Analytical and if not, philosophical.
Freyalise - the sarcastic one. Loves to be a pain in the ass.
The patriarch/The first: The hari ng chikadora. loves to collect information on everybody and everything. Gossip, gossip, gossip. Ah well, knowledge is power.
Urza - The low self-esteem. Just keeps muttering that everyone hates me and I'm the most useless person in the world.
Szat - Bloodthristy and evil. My most evil personality. Loves blood, chaos, and people dying. plain violent. Stay away from me when I'm like this.
Ah well, I'm gonna make try to make a layout of my own. post it soon...
Currently listening to: gorillaz - dirty harry
Currently reading: Chainer's torment
Currently watching: the screen
Currently feeling: urza
Posted by The_Reborn at 10:15 AM on December 26, 2005.
December 8th, 2005
The song of my life
Because of me -Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing!!!
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
PS: You've made me a happy man Ms. Clarkson!!!
Currently listening to: Because Of You -Kelly Clarkson
Currently reading: the lyrics
Currently feeling: understood
Posted by The_Reborn at 11:05 AM on December 8, 2005.
November 22nd, 2005
Bullshit
This is bullshit, and its a very long time since I posted anything...
An update on my god-fucking, sorry-ass, bull-shit, damned-angsting life:
1. I'm now the most dissed person in our batch...
2. I'm being left out and back-stabbed more than usual...
3. My family's dissing me to a new level...
4. People are dissing me more than usual...
5. I failed my math more than usual...
6. I'm klutzier than usual...
7. My self-esteem just went to an all-record low...
8. This whole god-fucking year didn't start out right...
9. All my friends became my enemies...
10. My enemies are still my enemies...
11. I'm getting sick more than usual...
12. I just can't seem to stop pissing everyone...
13. I don't care about blaspheming God anymore, completely null...
This year has just been bullshit...
Somebody murder me...
I wanna die...
This fucking year is one of the worst in my fucking insignificant life...
Currently listening to: My mom yelling at me
Currently reading: The Thran
Currently watching: My mom yelling at me
Currently feeling: dead, depressed, angsting
Posted by The_Reborn at 09:37 AM on November 22, 2005.
October 6th, 2005
Just a statement...
Currently listening to: My heartbeat
Currently reading: Scourge
Currently watching: Spawn 2
Currently feeling: Angry
Posted by The_Reborn at 02:07 AM on October 6, 2005.